I’m currently 17 at the time of writing this, and to cut a long story short, for the past 4 months or so I’ve been having suicidal thoughts which have been getting progressively stronger up to now, for various reasons. I am in a rut with my life and I don’t know who there is […]
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I was told my self deliverance would be a most selfish act. I was told I should think of my family and the loss they would feel. I am,therefore , sorry that I must deprive my family of whatever delight they might have felt by watching me die a slow painful death. Do they really […]
As a child I started hating everyone. 2 years ago it got worse and i stopped going out, i didn’t go to School anymore, I stopped eating and never left my room. My mom started worrying but she didn’t know what to do so she just argued with me before she called a psychiatric and […]
So I guess I’m staying alive… For her. I told her about it and she started freaking out (which is normal) and made me promise I wouldn’t kill myself. What made me agree though, was that she started crying when she realized, if I did kill myself after the next band concert, we would have […]
Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down. They’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground. Returning to abuse us.
There’s blood on my hands, and the killers not my enemy. It’s all for the sake of love, it’s all for you.
so far im my life i have screw things up! relationships friends parents family to them. im just a piece of shit. i have thought about my suicide again. it stopped but has came back in every way to hurt me. i thought suicide was just a phase for me of what i was going […]
i made a post to my FB a while ago. I’m sharing it here now because i think it’s a means of motivation in some way. “it’s time I just come out and say the obvious for those who may or may not have gotten the hint just yet. I’m battling orthorexia. with anorexic tendencies. […]
I never thought I would actually get to this point. School’s shit. Can’t even hug my girlfriend without getting into trouble. Barely any friends to talk to. My dad’s pissed cause we started arguing about me bringing my girlfriend home. Apparently, I didn’t get a yes to bring her home. I just wanna die. I’m […]
As we contemplate suicide or even go about living our day, all kinds of thoughts and “voices” clutter our minds. It is important to ask yourself… Whose Voice are you listening to? Watch “Story 2013″ on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNbKbMIjLvU