Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

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New website

December 19th, 2014by wingbearer

www.thesuicidewatch.org. check it out.

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Life is not fair / unfair. there is always winners & losers. I’m a loser, so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?

December 17th, 2014by niki

Life is not fair.
Life is unfair.

there is always winners & losers.
there will always be winner & loser.
so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?
rather than they keep living chasing & fixing all their way too many losses, which is probably too late anyway too.
and usually losers can’t win / can never win against winners anyway .. even the “start” is already too late!!

This is the harsh truth / fact / reality .

Reality / Real life / Real world is very LIMITING / LIMITED in what we can & can’t do !
We are limited by money (rich and poor), resources, …

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I screwed up my life

December 17th, 2014by Paranoid guy

So guys here’s my story, I’ve been living an average life. I was pretty confident, had some people who liked me. Girls thought I was quite good looking, more or less I new what I wanted in life I wanted to play hard now n later settle down with the love of my life. So basically I had things planned, i lived my life a day at a time worked during the days, went to gym in the evenings, Clubbed on Fridays n Saturday nights. Everything was good I did this for the past year. I had two best friends which I went to gym, …

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I need your opinion

December 14th, 2014by TheRoadSoFar

Hi there! Never thought I’d be back here, but I need your opinions if you’re kind enough to help me, since opinions from strangers can be most of the time more reliable than from people you know. I’m not feeling sad, I guess it’s true that things get better eventually, but enough with that psychological bullshit.

Here’s the thing. There are these 2 people who were to me like some of my best friends, a boy and a girl. However, they both felt (feel) really sad and depressed, but never talk about it. Eventually I introduced them to each other, they became friends and now go …

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I hate the fact I exist

December 12th, 2014by Ch3rryb36r

Why does a piece of shit like me exist? I deserve everything that happened to me. People like me don’t deserve life. I don’t care for anyone except one person. I don’t care for my own family or most of my friends. I damn deserve the hits to my face because I never do anything right. I deserve to be called a whore because that is what I am. I decided to try to dance. And I deserved to be sexually assaulted at 13. I damn deserved that shit. I deserve to have the type of anyone parents I have. And parents who want to …

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Confused

December 11th, 2014by woahshar

hey guys. My mom and I haven’t been talking for a week now because I did something stupid. I lit a paper using a lighter because I liked the smell of the burning paper. I did it while sitting in the toilet. My mom smelled the smoke and she started yelling at me. She said things like “it’s bad for your heart and your brain.” “That’s probably why you’re so stupid.” And then the next morning, she told my dad and then my dad scolded me and said that I was stupid and that I’m an addict. And also that my brain is probably damaged …

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i cant help him anymore

December 10th, 2014by E

its probably really fucking nasty of me, but i cant handle it, fuck it, my friend, one of my best actually, refuses to get help, and i understand that its scary but he cant use me as that person i cant help him anymore, its making me more suicidal than i would be if he just got help. he needs it but instead lays all that weight, that pressure on me when i know i cant help him like he needs.

i cant help him when or how he needs it and it makes me feel worse, i just want to end it so i dont …

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hell desk and general overview

December 10th, 2014by nonono

overview, i’m leaving out a lot of stuff. sorry if it’s dumb and sorry for my grammar errors:

i’ve worked at two callcenters and two help desks for the past two years. when working at a tech support/customer service telecom call center i was always told help desks where what you would find at the end of the phone answering rainbow: the workload is lighter and callers are company employees, so they must know how to do their jobs and probably have legitimate IT questions….. they’re the same and that’s bullshit.

i think it’s hella dehumanizing having to answer phones for 9+ hrs straight day in day …

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Am I Depressed, or merely selfish?

December 10th, 2014by Within

I dont know exactly how to word this. Nor do i know why i feel the way i do every single day. Im often wasting my life away, feeling that damn tired feeling that makes me want to lay down and wish for the pain in my heart to stop. I keep asking myself why when the pain consumes my mind, suicide rings like a clear message.

Im a 19 year old, high school graduate male. Bisexual in my tastes, and the abomination the church I once sought comfort in, would now view me if i come out. I’ve never had a relationship. I’m dead scared …

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2 years is 2 long

December 9th, 2014by pop180

About two years ago, I started to realize that I was feeling very different. Being only 13, I didn’t really understand my feelings. I stayed locked up in my room when I wasn’t at school. I didn’t really talk to anyone. I wasn’t happy with my friends and I felt completely alone. I finally told my older sister that I was feeling “different” and she urged me to tell my parents but I didn’t have the guts too. I wrote them a letter explaining to them that I thought I was depressed and I wanted to go see a therapist. My parents quickly went to …

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!

December 9th, 2014by hellblau

You don’t deserve the way my heart aches at the thought of you.
And I can’t stop loving you.

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struggling

December 8th, 2014by hopefulmindset

Hello everyone!
I’ve been feeling down for a very long time and my life has been going downhill. My parents fight a lot and I’ve some problems with my friends at school + I’m obese which makes me feel bad whenever I decide to go out. My grades are also deteriorating. I need someone to talk to if you’re willing to hear me out here’s my kik hopefulmindset
have a nice day!

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My mother doesn’t understand my depression. I seek advice.

December 8th, 2014by Luka-chan

I’ve recently been diagnosed with bad depression and anxiety. I cut myself often and have been suffering from insomnia recently. The only reason I haven’t killed myself yet is because I would be leaving behind the best boyfriend I could ever hope for.

I haven’t been able to discuss these issues with my mother because she doesn’t believe in depression. She thinks people with depression are just weak-minded. She doesn’t even know that I’ve been diagnosed with depression.

She treats me like shit, and gets frustrated when I lock myself away. The suicidal thoughts are getting worse, and I’m getting scared.

What do I do?

 

 

 

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A Word to the Weary

December 7th, 2014by TheBoyWithRedShoes

Everything has become so fucked up.  I use to be so good at holding my emotions in check, tucking everything away in a forbidden portion of my psyche.  That all ended tonight.  I cried tonight like I have never cried before.  And while it was a much needed release, it was bitter sweet.

Maybe it was the alcohol that triggered all of this.  Maybe it was the insurmountable guilt that has compounded over the years.  I honestly don’t know.

You see, I wish I hadn’t  held these feelings in for so long.  I wish I could turn back the unforgiving hands of time.  I wish I told her …

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Lost

December 7th, 2014by afakasiangel

This is my first time posting here and I’m not really sure whether I’m on the right track regarding what this site is about…

For the past 3 years I have had reoccurring suicidal thoughts and a couple of failed attempts. The idea of being free from this life is so inviting! In a way, I’m ashamed and I know that I don’t want to hurt my family. I’m trying to remove these thoughts from my head but the battle is tough. The only thing stopping me is knowing that I don’t want my younger siblings to ever suffer as I am.

My self esteem is pitiful. …

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Please help me

December 7th, 2014by hellblau

There is so much pain in my heart. I can’t make you stay and that is breaking me inside and I wish you could se how much I love you, how much I need you. Please help me find a way to tell you, to let you know that without you I am lost. Help me to find a way to tell that I’ll ruin myself to fix you. I’d do anything to fix you. I’d do anything for you.

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Is college even worth it

December 6th, 2014by snailynini

What are your thoughts?

Im still in highschool but im wondering if i should go or not go because its so much money and more time spent in school. And once I graduate Its not that easy to find a job, and I don’t know.

I’m freaking out a bit

I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to wake up and hate my life and regret not going to college. I honestly thought about killing myself right after highschool just so I don’t have to deal with my future.

But I know that’s not the way to go its just a thought

Im also not …

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PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE!!!

December 5th, 2014by alice123

Can someone please give me some advice!
My boyfriend broke up with me after two years it would have been three on the 18 and it hurts like hell and two days later he got a new girlfriend he wasn’t cheating on me with her he just found some girl that liked him and they got together after he dumped me. The worst part is that i have to see them making out in the hallways and its just been two days after our brake up i still love him and this hurts so much seeing that. I have all my classes with them!! you …

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