I see a star and wish upon it that one day everyone could disappear or i could die,in my mind there is silence in the real world theres nothing i care about.I wanna not see and hear anyone and the things people tell me keeps getting worser and worser asking myself why am i suffering [...]

  So, I currently just turned 17 years old last Saturday (The 13th, bad sign eh?) I’ve always been a fairly short male, which is fine by me, I love being short. I’m underweight at an amazing 93 pounds. When I was too young to remember, my parents got divorced. I had to live with [...]

I had a great life until I got raped and sick almost 5 years ago. Since them, I’ve been trying to get my life back.

It seems like everyone ive ever been close to or trusted has has betrayed me. My friends, my family, mom ,dad..everyone. I used to think my family was a happy family with nothing to hide, man i was wrong. It turns out just about everything i knew growing up was a lie. The person i [...]

Hello all. First of all, don’t start judging me from the title. I’m not some suicide-hater or sth. I accidently stumbled on this site because I too am ‘one of you’ and keep thinking of ending my life.
The reason I am writing now is because after skimming through some of the posts (because I HATE [...]

People are hypocrites . I’ve always thought it’s best to be by myself. Why? It may sound sad, but I’m the only one who understands me. I’m sick of people .And they are sick of me .Even my parents make me miserable and don’t like me. My friends avoid me. They don’t care about me, [...]

For the past 3 days and many more to come, my days have been a blur. My best friend’s; my brother, but support system, my everything, mother took their life. The mom has been sick for a long time, and this wasnt her first attempt. Knowing that, i thought, “how could the family not get [...]

I don’t have reason to complain. My life mostly has been going very well, except for being picked on in middle school, and now years later, not doing well in school. I have a family and a boyfriend and other friends that love me. I have accomplished a lot and am not [...]

“I walk into the kitchen and find the sharpest knife in the drawer, entering my room I sit on my bed and hold out my arm. Grasping the knife in my right hand I cut my wrist, and the same for the other side. My eyes focus on the blood for about 3 min. as [...]

I don’t think i’m supposed to feel this way. I’m only a fourteen year old girl, and i already hate life. So much has happened to me in the last two, maybe three years. And i don’t mean physically, i mean emotionally.
I guess it all started in seventh grade. I fell in love. I really [...]