My mom just took her own life back in july and i am the one that found her. I dont know what to think of this. and i have a really difficult time understanding why. I am going to counseling and it helps.. I just feel down a lot of times. I have thought a [...]

just to get it out here,hey,i’m ricardo and i’m 15 years old(i know it’s pretty young) i have been diagnosed with major depression about a month ago.. i had been heartbroken about 7 times by now and for the first time in my life i have found a girl who actually likes me for who [...]

Sometimes I love so truly and deeply that I forget about myself.    The person I am with becomes everything to me. I put them first in everything I do. However, I never have this love returned to me. So I question whether it is right for me to love this way. The price I [...]

I sit here hating myself for being myself. I try everyday to live to be happy, but nothing ever works. The realization of the fact that the one person you love so much will never love you back torments me and leaves me unable to move. I pray for the torment to end.   He [...]

                              I fucking live off coffee and cigarettes, to be honest i just don’t give a shit , thats deff another lie, affirmed by my predisposition to cry. I claim to be emotionless when really I’m overrun by it. You all [...]

Check out my blog of journal entries threw my struggles with depression anxiety along with heroin addiction to try and stop the pain. I keep my journal raw and for all to see . No one in this forum is alone !! Http://www.jlb462606.blogspot.com

I was raised to be an honor student.. for all of elementary i was a ummm bookworm.. i was happy wit who i was and i was a bright kid.. i loved my family and all my frends.. but my life jst crashed completely wen i started 6th grade.. i was diagnosed with an anxiety [...]

A friend posted this on my Facebook page and I thought about all the pain expressed by people via the Suicide Project website who feel no one understands or cares. If you think you don’t matter, if you feel all alone, you’re not alone in spirit. You Matter. This isn’t a religious song; it’s a [...]

To all the people out there with all this crap in their life, you HAVE to stay strong. You have to have HOPE. Things WILL get better.  Find one thing you love, and make a promise to it that you will try and stay strong. H.O.P.E Hold On Pain Ends

Today I found out that my mother has cancer. It fucking sucks! I just found out 6 monthes ago that my 8 year old cousin Anthony has cancer! Why, how, what? Are the things I asked? As my tears, Fell against the cold, clear glass. I don’t want to hear it, Make it go away. [...]