I guess I’m not quite sure what to do at this point, so I need ur input. I’m 18 years old and ever since 5th grade I’ve wanted to die…or at least I didn’t care to live. In the past few years I’ve been but into a hospital four times due to breakdowns, see I’m [...]

i have thought about why i am still living. and i came up with; i am here for my baby brother. i never had a reason to be happy. but now i do. i spend all my time with him, we are always with eachother. i dont wanna let him suffer. so i shall stay [...]

So I don’t want a wake or funeral.  I want absolutely zero fuss made about my death.  But I feel bad killing myself and taking all these healthy organs with me… so I think, I know, I will donate them.  So I had this idea to do it in winter on a snowy day, so [...]

So, I’m going to be on therapy soon. For years I’ve been trying to cope with my past psychological traumas with heavy alcohol and drug use, had various sex partners I barely knew, nearly got killed several times, got injured heavily and got myself even more psychological traumas and now it seems they have reached [...]

Hate is a strong word Yea I fucking knew that already But here’s a list of things I hate I’ll start with the fucker who raped me Joe Rose Daniella Dorcus Jamie Jake Luke Steve Homework Hospitals Meds Feds Mornings hope rings Oh and especially myself.

Life is funny for some of us.  As long as we keep toiling and hanging on the moments of joy and peace are fleeting and teasing like a contest at a county fair or a playful friend. And then one decides on ones own demise.  One makes final preparations and gets the methiods ready. One [...]

So.. Im new to this whole site.. but i have no one to talk to .-. and i just need that? So basicly.. im 15.. and well i wasnt raised in a broken home, or in a bad area or anything like that. But when i look in the mirror.. i just hate what i [...]

Okay, so this is my first post. I’ve been looking at this site for a week or so to see if would help me, so I thought that explaining my situation may help me. I got divorced last year after finding out that my wife was having a FaceBook affair with a guy in the [...]

My race I have run and my time is done.  Have traveled this mortal coil for several decades and found nothing worth me living for.  Add some abuse and a couple of bouts of non self caused disease to that and you have a nice little going away party. Then again maybe my programming was [...]

I just keep on going, but I’m so very tired of it. My family loves me, my girlfriend loves me, none of them want me to give up and go. But it’s all I can do to just brush my teeth or eat something. I lost my job a month ago. It was my first [...]