Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

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How i became this. (looooooong)

April 17th, 2015by hasan

For most of us life is simply overrated. Suicide is a very logical choice choice for me. But i won’t do it. Its a story how i became suicidal and then learned how to make peace with my sufferings.

 

My life was so good just a few months ago. I had no worries nothing. I came from a middle class background family. People say I’m quite good when it comes to studying. I have many friends. Most of them are rich. They have a fancy way of living. And i try to go with the flow. I’m good looking , sharp, funny and and atheist. I …

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After reconciling my husband left me again

April 16th, 2015by jenn1983

He reconciled with me went for counselling with me while his restraining order was still on. He broke that and also moved in with me. He asked me to lie in the court so he could not have a record. I did that and the day judgment came out: all charges withdrawn, he left me.

So distraught over this. What am i suppose to do?

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Too much stress & wanting to cry

April 16th, 2015by simran

I am 30 female. I having hypertension because of too much stress… always want to cry I need love from my husband but he is changed now before marriage he is totally different he care for me never wants to me to cry but he is the reason for my stress. he didnt like my parents I am living in Australia. he wants that his parents live with us I have no problem but nowdays I need my mother I have small baby but he said that he never wants to my mother come there what should I doand he never wants that I goto …

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Food for thought.

April 15th, 2015by permanent slumber

Ive been thinking, all of us (or at least the majority) on here don’t want to be here… With the living. But what if we did end it? What if we did end our lives by whatever means… Who have we left behind?

Now im sure a decent amount of you are thinking “I would be leaving no one behind” which is fair enough. But those of us who have family and / or friends… I just can’t help but wonder, what if we were to be the very thing that started the journey to someone else’s self-annihilation?

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moving on…

April 14th, 2015by munckin

Wondering starting to date again… I like one girl more then the others she is cute and sweet. She is originally from the country that I moved too 6 years ago. But also lived in the east and southern of Europe.

She is 8 years older then me. I don’t mind. I actually quite like it as I would like children and I think she would want them too. I wonder though if it is a wise step.. in the longer run for my happiness if that path were to happen….

we click really well so I do not really for see problems in that …

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Can i just dissapear?

April 14th, 2015by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Just so that I can see who would miss me?

Because right now it feels like no one would.

Like my life is so insignificant that it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not.

I don’t think my roommates would care.

I’m the only girl living in house of guys.

They don’t notice the cuts on my wrist.

Or that I spend most days crying in my room.

Or maybe they do and they just don’t care.

Either way it’s not their fault. I’m the one who is broken.

I just wish that someone would notice.

I’m just so fucking lonely.

It’s suffocating.

Every single day I live life feeling like i’m constantly suffocating.

 

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April 13th, 2015by anon emuss

Hello fellow humanoids,
I am new here, this is my first post, feedback is appreciated.
Recently while delving into the depths of internet suicide material, I came accross a few mentions of how suicide is a very selfish way to die. This rather annoyed me as, on the contrary, I find it a very unselfish, noble way to die. Surely one has a right to be selfish with ones own life? Surely it is those who preach this that are being selfish? They ask us to remain trapped in these useless lives, suffering everyday, just so they dont have to deal with our deaths.
I would appreciate …

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I hope someone can please reply to me, I feel so lonely

April 13th, 2015by Marychan

I am a girl in high school. I don’t have a lot of friends and recently I quarreled with my so-called best friend. I used to have lunch and go back home with her every day. Now that we have had a fight, we no longer talk. I need to ask someone else to go back home and have lunch with me every single day. I feel like I am bringing troubles to people. I feel like they are just too nice so they wouldn’t refuse me even though they really think that I am annoying. I don’t dare talking to my so-called friends about …

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I need someone :<

April 13th, 2015by Meg725

I have no one. My best friend don’t give a f* about me. I had a fight with his friend and he forced me to apologize with them even though it wasn’t fault so i sacrifice my dignity and apologized to them. We were best friend before i had a fight with his friends , he stops hanging out with me and left me sit alone in the class . I start to have my lunch alone in the school , feeling helpless in the class . I tried to overdoes paracetamol and ended up vomited all of them out and i never going to …

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Well, I think it’s time to move on…

April 11th, 2015by killswitchon

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Grey Skies Tell Lies; 20/20 Vision

I met a lot of great people here on SP. Some unsavory ones as well. But, I’m focusing on the good! Life can be tough. But find something that motivates you and use it. I will take my ideas and personality elsewhere. Anybody who wants to keep in touch with me, comment your email. You guys are great! Stay above the shit storm! Kudos.

Stay beautiful,

Kills

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Unsure of feelings

April 9th, 2015by Umbonn

This isn’t exactly a story about an attempted suicide or a failed suicide attempt. I have not experiences none of them but I’m in current fear that I might e sharing my own story of a failed attempt soon – or not.

I have never been diagnosed with depression but I started to self harm 2 years ago. I stopped last year because I told my family (a stupid mistake if I have to be honest) but sine November, I began to feel a bit bad and sad and yeah. By January, I had written that I was suicidal and that I hated life.

I mean, I …

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After All

April 8th, 2015by RogerRabbit10210622

I guess the only thing holding me back is the curious fear I have of whats next. Is there a heaven like all our grandparents say? Or is there just black nothing? Will I linger and watch the aftermath, because that just might be worse. To watch all the ones I love suffer…. but at the same time living is a burden to them. I don’t know….what do you guys think happens when we are set free?

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what should i do

April 5th, 2015by fuckeverything07

I have ‘friends’ who always trying to bring  me down. I know they’re a lot smarter than me but they always act like i’m the dumbest. They never compliment over success that i did. They never want any idea from me when we do a group project. I dont know why they’re doing this to me. All  I know it starts when they know my first sem result( didnt turn out good). And I’m starting to blame myself – why i’m just stupid. I never want this to happen. Now they barely talk to me. well fuck you bitches

 

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Bills and Debt and a Life Full of Nothingness

April 4th, 2015by justagirl7

I’m nearly 30 years old. I’m in a long-term relationship with a live-in partner. We live in an apartment in a house. I work from home and because of this I basically work 24/7. My partner works as a delivery man but only works about 5 hours a day. His hand is broken from punching a wall when he was angry. He uses his broken hand as his newest excuse to be lazy.

There’s a lot of resentment. He spends most of his money on marijuana. This is a daily occurrence. Any attempt to discuss this issue is met with fighting, me being to blame …

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RIP Nadiir

April 4th, 2015by Streamers

Today, April 4, marks the one year anniversary of his death.

April 4, 2014. He was 14 and died of heart failure.

April 4 will never be a happy day for me ever again.

He was my age when he died. He went to school with me. He didn’t die by choice.

I wished for the longest time that I could have taken his place. He was a well known and loved kid in our school.

I didn’t know him that well, for he was a grade above me. But I wish I had. He was #16.

That number will forever remind me of him.

For you, Nadiir, I’m gonna hold …

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story vent…dunno…? part 1

April 1st, 2015by constalation oh man

Let me apologize ahead for mispelled words and punctuation im not really caring about that shit and hope know one i know sees. Im also sorry if i upset anyone….k so im going to kinda just say how i ended up the way i am today. I was in shelter with my mother when i was born, my father was horrible to my mother he beat her cheated on her gave her chlamydia while pregnate with me. My mother chose to stay because i think she loved him and maybe was also scared to leave and be with me all on her own she had …

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Why does this it happen to me?

March 31st, 2015by Depressed._.person

So, I need help. I don’t know why I live anymore. My dad has been abusing me and bullying me since forever. Whenever I get picked up from him on weekends he just abuses me and calls me a failure. And compares me to everyone else as if I am not good. Now my best friend that I thought we shared everything in common with supposably thinks I’m lying because he boyfriend lied to her about something and of course girls choose their boyfriends. And the thing is she told me to change. And now she ended the friendship with me. By growing up I …

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Life and death have been in love for longer than we have words to describe.

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March 28th, 2015by leapfrog

i know he was kidding but I thought about it and, would i enjoy it if he choked me? stabbed me? I don’t know. I mean, I do want to die.

i wouldn’t mind if it was you

i hope maybe, in a weird way, i could get you angry enough for you to actually maybe scare me away or get rid of me. I don’t know. I’m weird. I’m sorry Elu, I love you, really. sort of. I’m not worth being friends with you. I’m not worthy of you’re kindness or anything.

Maybe one day I can find the courage to leave you alone.