Archive for the 'Family & Friends Effects' Category

I need your help, please help me get out of this situation.

Friday, February 3rd, 2012

Im young. Im young, so young and I know I have so much to live for.  But I have a destroyed childhood, and family that has lied to me since I could process things through my mind. A mother who cares about herself more than her daughters, who is willing to let her children be [...]

Cutting ties.

Friday, February 3rd, 2012

I don’t know whats been going on lately. I’ve been feeling worse and worse. And it just feels like I’ve been cutting off everyone from my life even more, which I didn’t think was possible Not that I was a social butterfly to begin with, I have never invited someone over to the house and [...]

I know how it feels, I want to help

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

I attempted suicide approximately 8 years ago. I started harming myself 9 years ago. I fell into depression roughly 10 years ago. Things get better. There is always hope even when you can’t see it. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I’m lucky enough to have moved past the darkest time in [...]

@Kekke13

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

My Father holding my baby cousin, lucky are those who exit so early from such a cruel & lonely world, cold quiet & unbearable. “I suspected that my father’s ripe old age was not a divine blessing, but rather a curse; that our family’s excellent mental gifts served only to excite us mutually; I felt the stillness of death rise around [...]

The Everlasting Monday Sylvia Plath

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

“The Moon’s man stands in his shell, bent under a bundle of sticks. The light falls chalk & cold upon our bedspread. His teeth are chattering among the leprous peaks & craters of those extinct volcanoes. He also against black frost would pick sticks, would not rest untill his own lit room outshone sunday’s ghost [...]

Help! Anyone else?

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

Hey. So I’m 14, and I think something’s up with me. What’s the definition for the term crazy? And not the version for kids. Lyk, I’m super obsessive. I know that’s just OCD.. No biggie.. . I’m different from everyone. I have pink hair n snakebites and wear contacts a lot because my eyes are [...]

Donny’s ashes – Big Labowsky

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

Greetings  all, i need some advice & guidance, i was wondering if i could get some information about cremation services??, i live in London & want to be cremated which i plan to pre pay so not to burden my family with that unnecessary anguish, I have been on the co op and other websites [...]

Nothing outweighs all the negative..

Sunday, January 29th, 2012

As the title says nothing beats everything I am dealing with now.  My babies are all split up and their hearts are shattered.  In turn their pain rings so loudly to me.  I had to rock my crying 6 year old little girl to sleep in a hotel room before I took her back to [...]

anger is not good company

Sunday, January 29th, 2012

i hate my family sometimes. family are supposed to be the ones who support you no matter what. not my family. member of my family will turn on you as soon as they have something solid enough to use against you, and tear you down. my family is all about power and control. they need [...]

Days Waver In Their Silence

Sunday, January 29th, 2012

Days waver in their silence. Passing through time, my heart unravels. I’ve become a rebel, I’ve overlooked things. Even the gentle smiles of strangers. The words “I love you” is all I have to comfort me. I am cradled in memories, and sinking deeper into loneliness. With a box of tissues beside me, I allow [...]