Archive for the 'Family & Friends Effects' Category

I lost her, I lost life. No turning back.

Monday, May 14th, 2012

Before I begin with my story, let me just say that I’m staring death in the face and I’m at the end of my pitiful rope. It’s a long story so please get comfortable.   September 25, 2010 – The day my life would change forever. I had been talking to this girl I liked [...]

An Alien in Their Human World

Monday, May 14th, 2012

Born missing something in your brain.  That piece that makes many crave attention and affection.  When these things are offered you cringe in confusion.  Knowing that others readily accept them but they seem rather uncomfortable.  And you force yourself to act like you enjoy them because it makes others smile.  One thing does touch you.  [...]

WTF BITCH!!!!!!!

Monday, May 14th, 2012

Ok time for me to rant like a bitch again to people who’s lives are 20x worse then mine. But i have no one else to turn to because everyone in my life is against me.   So the reason im at the breaking point (as some of you might have read already) is because [...]

those eyes

Sunday, May 13th, 2012

as her mother looks into her eyes she sees the pain she sees the hurt she knows her daughter needs help but doesnt know wat to do services has threatend to take her child away so now she is scared she wakes up the next morning finds a a trail of pills on the floor [...]

Life is a Sick Cruel JOKE

Sunday, May 13th, 2012

The unfairness of life has become unbearable, and so I need to end it.  My beautiful mother became ill, bed ridden for 7 years. The routine for taking care of her, was to clean her, feed her, even wiped her soil, everyday for 7 years. I was a 12 year old girl when it started.  [...]

Suicidal thoughts-missing dad

Saturday, May 12th, 2012

i never thought my life would turn up to be so bad..my father was going through cancer had been with him throughout his treatment..but finally he passed away in january being the eldest in the family everything has come up to me.. I am 23 years old, and my fathers partner in business has been [...]

True love or lust?

Friday, May 11th, 2012

I feel a deep love for Jasmine, a longing to show her I love her. I have gone past the sexual thoughts and I just want to hold her and kiss her. I was reading a sex story based on the Naruto show and how he pleased the women he seduced by treating them well. [...]

If your not one of us, don’t say you understand, because you never will.

Thursday, May 10th, 2012

Some nights, I just sit up in my bed, wrighting, wrighting stuff that I would never ever dream of showing anyone, but now, I found some help, posting on here, how I feel when I’m scared, angry, upset, no matter how I feel, instead of picking up the blade, I wrote. I still let everything [...]

Please, just for tonight, take this blade from me, and listen

Thursday, May 10th, 2012

When even the slitest bad, or upsetting thing happens… I take myself up the stair and into my bedroom. I leave the door completely open, hoping just one time someone would catch me take this blade down my skin, that someone would take the blade away, help me, just hold me while I cry myself [...]

Done

Thursday, May 10th, 2012

A boy in my school committed suicide on Tuesday…he hung himself…I’ve been destraut about it since I found out. No one ever knew he would try to..no one even knew he was upset with his life. If I had known I would have tried to talk to him. I’ve been depressed for as long as [...]