Archive for the 'I Will Survive' Category

I’m Lost

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

I don’t know where to go from here. Last night my mother found my instagram page. It had nothing bad on it but she freaked out. Look at my account is Mozar121. Anyways then she wanted to all of my accounts to everything, my email, facebook, everything and when I told her no she didn’t […]

An expensive cost, the price of rape

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

There was a chill in the wind that night, one like no other. The darkness made it hard for sight, but I didn’t know it mattered. The strength of your grip, the frame of your stature; As you grabbed my hips, before I knew it I was captured. You forced yourself on me, along with […]

Monday, April 21st, 2014

It’s like don’t have to breathe, but have to wait. Till’ you say something again, so I can breather and live. But without you here.

Inspiration and Expectation

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

I am an inspiration to many both here and in my life outside. I am a preachers son, and expected to act like what I am not. I am looked upon with judging eyes everyday. I am an inspiration to the church, showing teens aren’t all the world says they are. I am an inspiration […]

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

Tonight I am sad. Tonight I am lonely. The Demons are screaming and I need you to hold me.

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain […]

Reflection of Love

Friday, April 18th, 2014

Unhappy, Angry, low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I feel so stupid, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when […]

Update on a Teenage Nutcase

Friday, April 18th, 2014

So… I haven’t posted in a while. Most of you won’t care, others might be curious, but… Though I only posted here a few times, I thought I should give an update. An explanation. I’m fifteen years old. I’m not an attention seeker. And I’m not faking. A few months ago, I cracked. Years of […]

I don’t want to exist anymore

Friday, April 18th, 2014

Does anyone get thoughts about not living anymore? Like if there was a way to just disappear with no pain and not hurting anybody you knew,would you do it? I would like to say that i wouldn’t, that i love my family or words don’t hurt me or whatever people who are stronger than me […]

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]