Archive for the 'I Will Survive' Category

I don’t want to exist anymore

Friday, April 18th, 2014

Does anyone get thoughts about not living anymore? Like if there was a way to just disappear with no pain and not hurting anybody you knew,would you do it? I would like to say that i wouldn’t, that i love my family or words don’t hurt me or whatever people who are stronger than me […]

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I just want to.

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]

My Anchor

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

It’s too quiet in here. I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles. It was once a place of serenity. It was once the place of my joy, but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell. It’s a place filled with shadows, and a place filled […]

I’m such a coward!

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

I thought I could end it with ease. All I had to do was step off Instead I just sat there frozen. How come I couldn’t do it after all I’ve been through? Everyday wishing it would end. I just can’t understand how I could be scared of death.        I’m such a Pussy!    

A Shattered Heart

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

It hurts..

Tuesday, April 15th, 2014

Hi.  This is probably going to be weird. I’m actually in 6th grade right now and I found this website. It matches me. Because this is the only website that I could write my thoughts about. •• It’s 3:07 am and I can’t sleep. I just can’t. I’m so tired and I want to rest. […]

Inner Voice of reason

Tuesday, April 15th, 2014

Angry, Unhappy low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I don’t feel smart, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when […]

Kindoff Motivated

Monday, April 14th, 2014

Seems like my life is going worse than ever. I’ve flunked 3 subjects already throughout the year. I think its because I study at the no. 1 engineering school of the country that it is hard for me. My granny whose paying for my tuition fee and takes care of my needs just sent me […]