I Will Survive

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This world is boring , boring world . why movies, games, anime/manga, fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

April 20th, 2015by niki

I hate this world .
This world is so boring , boring world !
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Marvel / …

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I take my leave…

April 20th, 2015by jl_castle

Dear Fun-sized.

yup. one last one.

I told myself all those years ago that you hated me and that people should hate me because im just a monster that shouldnt be here. i told myself that alot. still do. im a monster, Alice. its best that i died with that in mind. thinking that i had destroied your life in some way that isnt repairable. i gave the painting to a friend. she will watch it. even if im 6 feet under, she will have it. dont worry you wont see that again. it will just serve as a reminder that i lost.

if fate plays my hand, then i …

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How i became this. (looooooong)

April 17th, 2015by hasan

For most of us life is simply overrated. Suicide is a very logical choice choice for me. But i won’t do it. Its a story how i became suicidal and then learned how to make peace with my sufferings.

 

My life was so good just a few months ago. I had no worries nothing. I came from a middle class background family. People say I’m quite good when it comes to studying. I have many friends. Most of them are rich. They have a fancy way of living. And i try to go with the flow. I’m good looking , sharp, funny and and atheist. I …

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Too much stress & wanting to cry

April 16th, 2015by simran

I am 30 female. I having hypertension because of too much stress… always want to cry I need love from my husband but he is changed now before marriage he is totally different he care for me never wants to me to cry but he is the reason for my stress. he didnt like my parents I am living in Australia. he wants that his parents live with us I have no problem but nowdays I need my mother I have small baby but he said that he never wants to my mother come there what should I doand he never wants that I goto …

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moving on…

April 14th, 2015by munckin

Wondering starting to date again… I like one girl more then the others she is cute and sweet. She is originally from the country that I moved too 6 years ago. But also lived in the east and southern of Europe.

She is 8 years older then me. I don’t mind. I actually quite like it as I would like children and I think she would want them too. I wonder though if it is a wise step.. in the longer run for my happiness if that path were to happen….

we click really well so I do not really for see problems in that …

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How far will we go?

April 13th, 2015by Pretend Girl

We who deal with depression- how far will be go to hurt ourselves? I overeat. I don’t look at myself in the mirror- no idea what my hair is looking like. I don’t brush my teeth. So embarrassed at the doctor’s office when she looked in my mouth. Yuck! But I told her why and it helped to tell even that little bit.

We get upset facing the depression. We want to hurt ourselves in one way or another. Why do we do that?? The pay off is you are expressing your pain? Even the talk (hopefully only talking!) of killing ourselves is part of hurting …

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I need someone :<

April 13th, 2015by Meg725

I have no one. My best friend don’t give a f* about me. I had a fight with his friend and he forced me to apologize with them even though it wasn’t fault so i sacrifice my dignity and apologized to them. We were best friend before i had a fight with his friends , he stops hanging out with me and left me sit alone in the class . I start to have my lunch alone in the school , feeling helpless in the class . I tried to overdoes paracetamol and ended up vomited all of them out and i never going to …

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quuer

April 11th, 2015by Woozi

I really don’t give a shit.

Words of a wise man, am I right?

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Elusive Escape

April 10th, 2015by killswitchon

Some things in life we need to chase to obtain. One of those things seems to be escape. Escape never finds us. We need to choose to run after it and lay hold of the prize called rest. We all need down time. Especially from these dark suicidal thoughts. Life problems rule us and our situations often times. We must choose to say fuck you problems, and dominate over our situations. This video speaks to that. Finding the healthiest escape. Find it!

All the best,

You’re in my thoughts,

Kills

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Phoenix Rising — Killword

April 9th, 2015by killswitchon

Let that Phoenix burst out of your spirit. Set yourself ablaze.

Go hard. Kill pain. Kill opposition.
Always killin’ it.

All the best,
Kills

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Sweet Moments Of Madness

April 8th, 2015by dwink

Feeling alone again, far beyond the feelings of yesterday

Insanity creeping in gently like a swift blowing wind

Looking for ways to lessen the pain without needles in veins

“Stay sane,” Is what I tell the voices in my head.

Little whispers, “Embrace the pain.”

I think, “Cutting again?” no I’ll refrain

There should be a better way, there always is

Maybe a stare back from the mirror, a slight admiration of self

Maybe the girl across the street a little kiss

Maybe an inspiration from the deceased

As the thoughts rang, it came.

Like an answered prayer

A thought, a pen and paper

I wrote it as I felt it I described it like a painter

I felt …

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Doors

April 7th, 2015by Woozi

Pick up the pieces

Put them together

Conceal the cracks

Glue them tight

So they stay out of sight

The audience is to be pleased

You understand.

So stay at ease

Ease ease, we send you a kiss.

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Hidden Hope

April 6th, 2015by killswitchon

Dig for it. Find it. Use it. The light. It’s inside of you.

Fight. Hope you enjoy.

– Kills

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My Chemical Romance the light behind her eyes

so long to all my friends everyone of them met tragic ends with every passing day i be lying if i didn’t say that i miss all to night and if they only knew what i would would say if i could be with you tonight i would sing you to sleep never let them […]

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Reasons I won’t kill myself

April 1st, 2015by Pretend Girl

Tonight is bad. Bad day at work. When my shift ended, I ran out of there on the dot. I can’t stand the job from the company to the day to day work. The managers are okay until they say one thing, then say the opposite. Makes me crazy. So, I was pushed to the edge tonight. I distracted myself with reading. I ate ice cream, cake, cookies, pizza. It felt good for like two minutes. Then nothing. No good feelings. I took the slow spiral dissent into my deep, dark feelings of waning to die. Just wanting this madness to end! Can’t get a …

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Follow The Rainbow

March 31st, 2015by SkittlesThePony

I’m not perfect.I said that many times before but I can’t seem to grasp it.

My best friend is a shadow,I’m emotionally unstable,and seem to have bad luck every other day.

I have nothing else to do but try and cope.Wish me to break a leg.

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So far to go

March 27th, 2015by Pretend Girl

I left the house at 3:45 pm when I remembered I wanted to visit a few of the local thrift stores. I got to four out of five I wanted to. I found two pillows- a body on and a bed pillow. Just 30 minutes before I was unable to make a move towards anything. I was so down, I called my crisis line and just spoke for a ten minutes or so. Just enough to get myself going.

So, as I dash from one side of town to the other I am feeling- this is life! Yes! Just an hour ago I was going …

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When you feel at the end of your limit, set a new limit

March 26th, 2015by Pretend Girl

I have had some rough days and nights. One night I came to my limit! I was worn out, exhausted at dealing with all my depression, anxiety, fears, anger…etc by MYSELF! I called my crisis line and got a guy that when I talk to him, I do not feel comfort. I decide, as he answers, I will tell him I only needed to tell someone how sad I was, how worn out I was and that was all. He goes into a speech trying to give me advice and I tell him, I am not looking for advice, I just want to share that feeling so …

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How I Didn’t Commit Suicide in a Theater

March 24th, 2015by Riolkin

I stood on the railing in complete darkness. The glow tape on the stage below gave me an idea of the distance I would be falling. It wouldn’t be enough on it’s own, I’d have to dive head first in order to finish the job. The warmth of the upper level of the theater was comforting in what I thought were my final moments. My balance shifted, causing the thin cuts above my knee to reopen, my blood mixing with the nervous sweat I was covered in.

From this vantage point I could see all parts of the stage. I often came to this very spot …