Does anyone get thoughts about not living anymore? Like if there was a way to just disappear with no pain and not hurting anybody you knew,would you do it? I would like to say that i wouldn’t, that i love my family or words don’t hurt me or whatever people who are stronger than me […]
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It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]
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Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]
It’s too quiet in here. I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles. It was once a place of serenity. It was once the place of my joy, but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell. It’s a place filled with shadows, and a place filled […]
I thought I could end it with ease. All I had to do was step off Instead I just sat there frozen. How come I couldn’t do it after all I’ve been through? Everyday wishing it would end. I just can’t understand how I could be scared of death. I’m such a Pussy!
If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]
Hi. This is probably going to be weird. I’m actually in 6th grade right now and I found this website. It matches me. Because this is the only website that I could write my thoughts about. •• It’s 3:07 am and I can’t sleep. I just can’t. I’m so tired and I want to rest. […]
Angry, Unhappy low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I don’t feel smart, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when […]
Seems like my life is going worse than ever. I’ve flunked 3 subjects already throughout the year. I think its because I study at the no. 1 engineering school of the country that it is hard for me. My granny whose paying for my tuition fee and takes care of my needs just sent me […]