To all the people out there with all this crap in their life, you HAVE to stay strong. You have to have HOPE. Things WILL get better.  Find one thing you love, and make a promise to it that you will try and stay strong. H.O.P.E Hold On Pain Ends

I attempted suicide approximately 8 years ago. I started harming myself 9 years ago. I fell into depression roughly 10 years ago. Things get better. There is always hope even when you can’t see it. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I’m lucky enough to have moved past the darkest time in [...]

Well, I guess I should start at the beginning.  When I was in fifth grade, I was diagnosed with ADD.  ADD makes it hard for me to focus for very long.  Fifth grade was a very difficult year for me.  I have always been a bit unique.  I never really fit in.  I listened to [...]

So I joined this website yesterday, as I lied in bed sobbing, wanting to disappear so badly. I wrote my first post, and what I wrote actually surprised myself. Before I posted I read a few other peoples… I wanted so badly to give each and every person posting a hug. I wanted to tell [...]

I want to be free of the pain, the sufforing of having to breath every day. I want to die tonight.

I am doing a project on how you can prevent  suicide and I am not allowed to add my emotions into the paper even though I have attempted suicide before. Please leave a comment on how you feel you can be helped. My cause is being funded please, I really want to help because I know [...]

Normality is a state of being based on one’s surroundings, which may never be perfected. It is a fleeting effort to mold the world to society. An ever-changing effort that has no call for perfection, let alone normality. Life now, as we know it, is normal. Five years ago it was still normal. In one [...]

I don’t want to be alive most days. I probably would have killed myself by now if I didn’t know that it would hurt too many people. Pretty much the only reason I have not attempted it yet. But I want to. I’m getting tired of wanting to. So I’m going to post this and [...]

i know that its almost feburary, but my past still really bothers me. i feel like noone can ever begin to understand, but its worth a shot. when i began high school i was confident and had many friends. no rumors were spread about me, everyone thought i was sweet and innocient and life was [...]

I believe that our choice of music is very much a reflection of our souls.  I’m a bit older than average amongst the people here.  I feel fortunate to have come of age during one of the best musical booms in American history, New Wave, and its technological red-headed step child, synthpop.  I’ve always been [...]