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What’s In A Name?

December 18th, 2014by killswitchon

What’s in a name?
Persona
Pride
Identity
Past
Present
Future
Syllables that spell sounds of secrets only known to the only observers of a wishful wondering happenstance:
What’s in a name?
Pain
Insecurity
Passion
Love
Lust
Faith
Dreams
Ubiquitous esoteric yearnings for a mantra unknown to a hindered humanity caught in loneliness’ tailspin
Be quiet they said, it’s your natural state they said.
What of it?
I’d rather think then spew more filth; we have enough landfills.
No. Give me a title. A piece of paper that screams my worth to a world that only holds your value in high esteem if deemed intelligent by a faulty trap established by greedy hyenas. Then. And only then shall I be actualized. Self actualization shall …

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Life is not fair / unfair. there is always winners & losers. I’m a loser, so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?

December 17th, 2014by niki

Life is not fair.
Life is unfair.

there is always winners & losers.
there will always be winner & loser.
so why can’t I / losers just commit suicide?
rather than they keep living chasing & fixing all their way too many losses, which is probably too late anyway too.
and usually losers can’t win / can never win against winners anyway .. even the “start” is already too late!!

This is the harsh truth / fact / reality .

Reality / Real life / Real world is very LIMITING / LIMITED in what we can & can’t do !
We are limited by money (rich and poor), resources, …

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We’re all fighting the same battle.

December 17th, 2014by livinginthepast

Coming on this site has made me realize how many of us around the world have stories that teach us we are not alone in the hurt and suffering. Maybe in some solemn sort of way we are all one note away from playing the same song. Perhaps this site shall be our choir and our songs shall live on…

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its only a dream…

December 17th, 2014by Hjerteblomst

And it will only ever be a dream…
why wait any longer… What for… Nothing can be done anyway…
i would like to suggest that we die together, but that wouldn’t be appropriate. I just couldn’t bring myself to say that… Its so wrong…
but we could meet in death, right? Its better than never meeting at all

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My thoughts

December 12th, 2014by alex

Why cant i go a day without thinking of killing myself? Its like a constant struggle to continue to live in this world. Everything is just so meaningless to me now. Is there even a real point to continue living and moving forward or are we just fooling oursleves when we say “it will get better”.

When i use to try and ask for help to stop these thoughts people only made it worse by telling me there is something wrong with me and i should go to a therapist but all they would do is put me on pills. I dont wanna go on …

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“Welcome to Hell”

December 10th, 2014by The_Nobody_

oh Yay! There’s another baby on its way today.As she swims around in her mothers womb, if onlyshe knew that it was too soon. For her mommy wastaking too much med. Now everyone had to stare blank ahead.As you lie there in your sweet baby bed going through overdosethey waited for the doctor to diagnose when we could take you home. Twoweeks pass and you’re no longer left alone.As you’re carried into the doors of life,“Welcome to hell” the sign on the door should have said.Reaching your destination will all be in your head. “Last callfor the train heading nowhere fast.” The memories you create

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Between the spaces.

December 10th, 2014by Jesus

Between the spaces of life and death lie decision that can only be made by action, which can only be accomplished through life and solely stopped by death.

 

What is your decision?

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!

December 9th, 2014by hellblau

You don’t deserve the way my heart aches at the thought of you.
And I can’t stop loving you.

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Wreckage on bed sheets.

December 7th, 2014by Deathy058

NOTE: This is my personal story.  Thoughts about antidepressants were from a slanted point of view of life at the time, and actually I’ve gained a little knowledge in how they actually help people.  Trigger warning: this details pretty explicitly my first foray into self injury, as well as fragmented memories as they came about during this time of my life.  I don’t appreciate glorifying suicide, and I intend to keep writing my experience on here as a hopeful path to something better than the urge to end it all.  It’s disjointed, but it gets my point across how I want it to be.

In Vitro–2007

Ice …

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Please help me

December 7th, 2014by hellblau

There is so much pain in my heart. I can’t make you stay and that is breaking me inside and I wish you could se how much I love you, how much I need you. Please help me find a way to tell you, to let you know that without you I am lost. Help me to find a way to tell that I’ll ruin myself to fix you. I’d do anything to fix you. I’d do anything for you.

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Read My Novel Please? I Promise You A Cookie.

December 4th, 2014by killswitchon

I hear it knocking at my door. Beckoning me, goading me and luring me into its clutches one hopeless day at a time. I’m tired. So tired. I just came off a 2 week drinking binge where every day I drowned my sorrows and pretended this sad state of affairs isnt my life. Circumstantially many of you would trade with me–it’s more than ideal. I got my own new apartment which is fully financially provided for in every way. My food is pre made and prepped for me most of the time. Physically I’m a pretty good looking guy in my own right and even …

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Wrists of Schist

December 4th, 2014by kiki217

Wrists of Schist

The secrets I keep,

circle my mind.

Every night,

Never confined.

 

Like a whispered song,

In a loop that won’t end.

Going and going

‘til it all seems to blend.

 

the people I’ve hurt.

the torture, the damage.

all of it I wish,

I wish it would vanish

 

But the pain is too much.

It shows on my wrists.

Seeping out with the blood,

Looking like a schist

 

Then hiding another secret,

Yet again, another lie.

More cuts, more excuses,

But never do I cry

 

And each night I still lie there

With the secrets, the thoughts

In hopes of forgetting

The pain that I’ve got

 

But the pain is still there.

The guilt in my heart

Being etched in it’s stone

Will it tear me apart?

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I hope

December 4th, 2014by tryingbutdying

that every lie you speak

sets your lips ablaze

and burns you to the core.

 

(l.i)

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Can I Escape?

December 3rd, 2014by shatteredsoul1350

Was life meant to be painful
I thought i was a precious gift from your parents
Its suppose to be joyful
Happy
Pure
Exciting
But its actually a living nightmare
I didn’t know i could despise people so much
Even the ones i love
Im letting them down
Including myself
I just want to get better
Thats all
I don’t want to fall in this massive abyss of sadness
But it feels like i’ve been tumbling
I want to change
But can i escape this depression?

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I’m a 32 years old loser and total failure in this so-called “real world.” Is there really no hope for me anymore?

December 2nd, 2014by niki

I’m a 32 years old loser and total failure in this so-called “real world / real life / reality”. Is there really no hope for me anymore?

I’m a 32 years old guy from Indonesia. Graduated about 13 years ago from U.S, and then “back for good” to my home country, supposedly working for a family business.

Many people honestly tell me (or view me) as a very talented, even multi-talented person. But unfortunately/sadly, somehow I just lack several few factors yet they are apparently probably the *MOST IMPORTANT* factors in this so-called “real world / real life / reality” .

It’s my mind / constant thinking & …

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fever

December 2nd, 2014by RealTalk30

I know there’s nothing I can say to the image left inside you.. when brilliant light decides to shine through..the dark illuminates behind truth..
And you can leave it all behind you..settle for a life I lied to make myself to seem above cruel intentions for a failed youth..

And i can see it leaves a fever.. my faith will make me a believer.. burning every time I see her put her hands together just to pray for me..

There are many fears unspoken.. more than many bones unbroken.. try to close me when I’m open..but i shed a light to see..
But you won’t see me when I …

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Virtual Reality is an escape from Reality , boring Reality / boring real life / boring real world / boring life !

December 2nd, 2014by niki

Virtual Reality is an escape from Reality ,
Virtual Reality is the escape from Reality ,
this boring Reality (Reality is boring ) !
this boring real life (real life is boring ) !
this boring real world (real world is boring ) !
boring life ( life is boring) !

Seriously, when Reality is boring & mundane (even real Science is boring & mundane too, science fiction (sci-fi) is better than boring science real ! ) , Virtual Reality is the only TRUE / REAL progress for humanity / mankind / our human species !
with Virtual Reality (VR) technology , we can enter into UNLIMITED possibilities, …

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How can I let you know…

December 2nd, 2014by hellblau

When you look at me like that, I don’t get it, I just can’t breathe at all. When you look at me like that, You make alive what I thought it was dead inside me. And all I want is learn a way of how to let you know…

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hey everyone,

December 1st, 2014by littlerayofsunshine

happy

Today i am feeling happy and its been hard lately, but i want to share my happiness with all of you because every single person deserves and has the right to be HAPPY! You are strong and you are worth it, keep fighting <3

***Spread the happiness***

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