i have thought about why i am still living. and i came up with; i am here for my baby brother. i never had a reason to be happy. but now i do. i spend all my time with him, we are always with eachother. i dont wanna let him suffer. so i shall stay [...]

Kill me to free me Tis my only option now Cause I don’t have faith in myself And ive lost my way long ago In this storm that I brave to see a better day I find myself crawling Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here For my soul died long ago  [...]

This is my favorite song, it’s Sarcasm by Get Scared. I just wanted to share. Look it up, maybe you’ll like it… (i dont own this song, i think Nick Matthews does…)   You’ve got me shaking from the way you’re talking My heart is breaking but there’s no use crying What a cyanide surprise [...]

i don’t understand the way i act but its apparently making people react i dont get why. i thought i was allowed to be unique. and one of a kind. but obviously not, cause boy. i just got judged by something i didn’t think i was. it made me want to cry it made me want to [...]

C is for Cruel H is for Hate you now E is for Every girl I know A is for Always “sorry” T is for Tell the truth E is for End of us R is for Reason I tried to kill myself

Words have the meaning you put to them Well I choose to make room for them In my head heart and soul I believe them to be true But as my head well knows Most people never show The meanig behind their cruel words For jokes, for laughs, for a moment of fun They’ll go [...]

the life I’ve come to know has naught but Shown me how cruel this world can be Some say it’s the worlds way of making you stronger But I know that I won’t last any longer Because there are razors ever where For drugs, for tools, for hair All can be used for the simple [...]

Why do I still care? Why do I think about you every second of every day? Why do I have my heart race when I see you? Why do I get jealous when girls talk to you? Why do I want to be near you? Why do I just sit there and let you hurt [...]

Hate is a strong word Yea I fucking knew that already But here’s a list of things I hate I’ll start with the fucker who raped me Joe Rose Daniella Dorcus Jamie Jake Luke Steve Homework Hospitals Meds Feds Mornings hope rings Oh and especially myself.

Time flows so slowly The agonizing seconds drone by Like a bunch of stinging bees Protecting their queen and hive Yet blood flows so quickly From my arms, my legs, my neck It seems so good to me To bleed when I have nothing left To destroy this body Cursed and damned by fate Is [...]