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That awful word to hear

November 26th, 2014by alice123

Suddenly i realized that it is not my nightmares i am afraid of, or the monster that hides inside me, nor the ghosts that hide in the corners or the darkness inside my mind.. i realize that what I’m actually afraid of is being alone.. “alone” that awful word to hear.

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Overcoming Incest

November 25th, 2014by honeyblood

It took 18 years to remember

You want five to forget

 

Forget about it.

I never thought I could survive to college. I never saw myself in a dorm. I never saw friends.

 

But I did. I didn’t live in a dorm. I rented a two-bedroom house with a fenced yard for my two adopted dogs. I went to class. It’s my fifth year in school, and yeah my past caught up to me, and yeah I had a few slip-ups, but I am going to graduate in May with honors- a GPA above 3.0.

So why?

Why do I want to die now?

Of all times, places, people, memories, why now?

 

I …

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Welcome Home (Sanitarium)

November 24th, 2014by killswitchon

My mind is my sanitarium and there’s no escape.
Also, I’m sorry to the girl with stars for eyes. They still light up my darkest nights… <3

-The Most Selfish Man In The World

For him it was a dark passage which led to nowhere, then to nowhere, then again to nowhere, once again to nowhere, always and forever to nowhere, heavy on the elbows in the earth to nowhere, dark, never any end to nowhere, this time and again for always to nowhere, now not to be borne once again always and to nowhere, now beyond all bearing up, up, up and into nowhere, suddenly, scaldingly, …

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got jumped

November 24th, 2014by 5 seconds of stendarr

by some garden hoes yesterday keep an eye on your local hoes everyone

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The Centauride and the Alien

November 23rd, 2014by C4

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Candy was a female centaur. A centauride, she was human from the waist up, but she had the lower half of a horse. Candy lived in a snowglobe. She was lonely living on a shelf.

Rex lived in another dimension. He met Candy on the Galaxy Wide Web. The gww is similar to the www, except that it’s not limited to planet Earth. All sorts of species communicate with one another on the Galaxy Wide Web.

Candy and Rex corresponded for awhile. They were both fluent in the galaxy’s primary language. Rex knew that he could …

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Funny clouds

November 23rd, 2014by Toruda

Sometimes I’m so tired. I can’t focus my eyes. I barely sleep. My days are a chain of endless blurs. I don’t remember much. I smoke because it makes me feel tough like a soldier fighting a war. Every moment is a battle. It is sometimes perforated by bits of light or a funny moment. I cling to it as it fades and slips through my fingers like the vapor of something once solid.

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Love could be the deadliest drug of all

November 22nd, 2014by Toruda

Hi

I’m sharing my story, because it seems to make me feel better, which I’d guess is point of this site.

I’ve always had sensitivity, anxiety, and depression issues, (undiagnosed), but often medicated with once drugs and nowadays alcohol as a have a kid which has straightened me out some. I’ve managed to keep a good job, but have generally isolated myself. I’ve had thoughts of suicide in the past, but i’ve generally managed to form some kind of stability in work, sleep overs with my kid and the occassional binge drinking episode. A lonely existance, yet stable for me and also held together with a little …

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Songs and When They Happen

November 21st, 2014by Nyx Lavery

Dirty Paws when I am at peace.

Any Other Name when I am gone.

King and Lionheart when I love.

Cannot Pretend when I am not loved.

Born to Die from beginning to end.

Stolen Dance when I am remembered.

Eyes On Fire when I destroyed.

Apologize when I regretted destroying.

Like Real People Do when it almost seemed real.

Broadripple Is Burning at my final hour.

Sex and Candy when it was just fun and games.

Reptilia at my best.

Blackout Days when you’re absent.

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Choking

November 20th, 2014by sundrop

I try to speak out and release my feelings
Stuttering, I can’t find the words
I guess I’m used to the silence of hurt
And smothering grief

“I’m here for you, if you need to talk”.
Yet, when I try to spit it out you cut me off

I cut and I scratch
It makes me feel okay
Self inflicted pain; the more, the better
And an easier day

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¿What should I do?

November 19th, 2014by hellblau

I have the words on the tip of my tongue, but somehow my coward heart will not let me speak them out.
It’s wasting life, dying slowly. I should love pain, cause he’s the meaning of it.

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endless nights

November 19th, 2014by cthulhupleasewake

Night time sucks. I just lay here infested by terrible memories of a better time. I miss her. I shouldn’t but I do. She is the love of my life and the ignition of my ruin. I’m not going to do what I’m going to do because of her but because she’s gone. And I did it. I ended it. I wanted to be free of the burden of knowledge, but some shit just sticks. The worst part of it is the happiest memories of her are the ones that hurt the most. The ones I can’t purge. It’s an everlasting thorn in my flesh. …

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Please.

November 12th, 2014by hellblau

Don’t go, I can’t do this on my own, save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can’t live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

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Is it Fair? By: KristinLewis

November 11th, 2014by yourgirlkrissy

At some point in life, you have to take a deep breath and think twice. You have to put aside all the things that made you cry, and look at the brighter things in life. Like going home to love and support, instead of going hold to a homeless shelter because you’re poor. But always be thankful for the life that you’re livin, because you could’ve been just another abortion. Sometimes we don’t see a reason for livin’, because we are raped, abused, and mistreated. So we cut, do drugs, and become suicidal , for some of us the voices in our head can make …

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And I wish

November 10th, 2014by ITriedIt

And I wish to be gone.
And I wish
And I wish
And that wish
Will get me no where
If I don’t take action
And I wish people didn’t need me
And I wish
And I wish
And that wish
may never come true
But who knows?
And I wish I hadn’t failed
And I wish
And I wish
But that wish is for the past
And I wish
And I wish
And I know
And I will
I will go

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Damaged Goods Short Film

November 10th, 2014by dgshortfilm

Because we all deserve to live. It does get better man. It really does.

 

www.damagedgoodsfilm.com

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November 9th, 2014by hellblau

I come alive, when I’m falling down. I let myself go, ’til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge, in this moment I feel it I know, I come alive when I’m falling down.

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I love you.

November 8th, 2014by hellblau

You make me the happiest, but you make me the worst. With you I feel Complete but I also feel lost. I need you in my live but you make it harder to fight. I’d do everything, even If that means ruin myself for you.

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failed attempt #16

November 8th, 2014by capricious

The leaves are blowing past my window; each of them a tiny leap of faith off the tree to their golden death below. A beautiful suicide…

Unlike me.

I made the leap off the tree. I tried my best to fall to the ground, graceful and sweet… But I got scared. I turned around and held on again.

A life spent living for death, but too afraid to die.

I wonder if I’ll ever be able to fall to the ground or if I’ll just rot away on the limb…

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I love you.

November 6th, 2014by hellblau

I would ruin myself to fix you.

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Love Poem For Death

November 6th, 2014by AshCoveredAngel

Back in the days made imaginary, loving you was ordinary.

Grown now I miss how you held me me down.

Word of your eternal kiss had filled me with pure bliss, who was I to dismiss you in my future?

A rare guarantee made by life, I had pretended to be your wife, isn’t that suppose to be forever?

I found a new lover we took the vow to be bound, however the day without sound will come and you’ll tear it all apart.

To you, a promise made with the heart is a waste, based from the idea of time.

No matter how I love, you’ll remind, ” AshCoveredAngel you’re …

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