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it hurts

March 1st, 2015by psychopath

lately my mental health hasn’t been too well.

i feel like i’m wearing a mask.

i am the happy and energetic person with my friends, but when i get home it’s like i’m a totally different person.

i always feel so unhappy and  i feel like there’s something missing.

it took me a lot of courage to actually type this out.

i’ve started self-harming

i’m surprised no one has noticed all the scratches on my wrist, but i’ve been trying to hide it.

i’ve gone from scratching myself with fingers and biting myself

to pazors and compass points

but i want something more

i want to cut, but

i don’t want to see the blood

see all …

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that moment

March 1st, 2015by Valentine Sugar

My treacherous mind lives in the hope of a new world while outside I become an insensitive monster.

The part of me that still feels shout in agony locked in a world full of bullshit waiting for the moment when we both get free. The moment of my death.

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So long

February 26th, 2015by apathyismine

night

a never ending night rains down

darkening all things mortal

nothing else can be seen

but farewell whispers

curling into the night

fogging the air

everything will

disappear

misappear

contorted in appearance

with little interference

nothing to turn back to

but a darkness only night can consume

consume your soul

why stop it now?

slip into the trenches

and drown in sorrow

there is nothing left to lose

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Love song for a friend

February 24th, 2015by Psych$in (kills)

my male friend asked me to write him a love song apologizing to his ex girlfriend. this is the last favor i will probably do for him. he confessed he loved me romantically last night. i think i’m bi too. but it just pushed me away. im not sure what my sexuality is. maybe bi curious. i just love connection in general i suppose. i dont know. i never did anything with a guy since i was a super young kid and explore as kids do… i think kids just like to get naked. i know i did when i was a kid. anyway, off …

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The long road

February 23rd, 2015by deathisbliss

I walk out my door.

Out into the cold…the dark.

No goal, no point, just to walk and yearn.

Away from guilt, from hurt, from pain.

No more.

Just into the dark black cold I walk.

I had before walked off the pain,

In urban jungles, and european plains.

All these years I have offered myself,

But no one came to claim.

So I offer myself to the deep plains night,

And wonder if the coyotes will come to play.

But even they pass me by,

So home I go, and in pain I lie.

But dawn comes, and I dream again,

that life will turn, and hopes will win.

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I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life

February 23rd, 2015by niki

I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life .. !

I am a 33 years old Asian guy, who used to have so many beautiful hope & dreams ,
and many people have told me that I’m a smart, multi talent , very creative, & wise person
but now the more I see this cursed world, people, humans beings, and this reality, the more I lose hope in humanity , losing hope in human beings, and also lose hope in myself & my future

you see ,.. Reality / real world / real life …

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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleadingSo sick and tired of all the needless beatingBut baby when they knock you down and outIt’s where you ought to stayWell after all the blood that you still oweAnother dollar’s just another blowSo fix your eyes and get upBetter get up while you can, whoa whoaWhen you go […]

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From Port side to Starboard With Love

February 22nd, 2015by Psych$in (kills)

Feelings crash and caress my worry wounded heart
Replacing moments that kill serenity with a gravity magnetic
Her emanating beauty radiates into the membranes of my every cell
Illuminating every shameful crevice hidden within my existential guilt

Pursuing her relentlessly isn’t a choice but a mandate
Recklessly throwing myself into her calm swells and happily sinking
Let me drown in her turbulent tides for eyes
An island girl she is no more, for I have built this bridge

Let me love the pain away with nothing asked in return
An agape energy of sorts overflowing and capsizing my self control
Should I go down with the ship like the captain is expected
Or swim for the …

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Let us not.

February 19th, 2015by letmeusemyname

My dear family, let us not pretend

that this is not a relief

My dear friends, let us not pretend

that this is not a relief

because I am too tired to pretend

that I’m still going to live

Good Riddance.

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Futility remain unanswered and hope remains an ornamate.

February 18th, 2015by letmeusemyname

This could be a trigger so I ask people who have tendencies to skip this.

I would just like to ask for opinions, thoughts, anything. So if anyone would like to reply, please go ahead. This is not a post about hope but about suicide.

I am 21, I am far from being young and I am far from having what you would call a hard life. I have a degree from uni, I have a roof above my head and all that shit. Yet I still want to die, there is nothing for me to live for. i am a waste of space to everyone around …

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inescapable “depression”

February 16th, 2015by Voidt

Do you agree with this view: “Depression is the illness of civilization, without civilization, we’d be happy: We’d be happy without depression. Without depression we would not have the beautiful arts: novels, plays, paintings. If we were happy we wouldn’t need the arts. Without our depression happiness as a concept would not exist”.

https://todayistblogger.wordpress.com/2015/02/17/depression/

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so i didnt sleep last night and i feel kinda energized manic again i guess talked to my friend online from egypt all morning she’s fine she said just a agruement with her guy i heard sounded more like fighting to me but whatever. i’m sure whenever i lay down and be still i’ll go […]

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my theme song for this month

February 16th, 2015by Khaliladivine28

by: seasons after

cry little sister cover

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BONES

BONES

February 16th, 2015by Khaliladivine28

BONES

BY Khalila Divinity

ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT

MY MIND AND I FIGHT
OVER THINGS THAT SHOULD BE OTHERWISE UNIMPORTANT.
“SHE” CROSSES MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY
I ARGUE, BUT THE VISONS MY MIND SPEAKS ARE HAUNTING.
REPETATIVE. MY STOMACH CHURNS AND I TURN AGAIN TO ONE SIDE.
I LAY ON MY BACK NOW, ON MY COUCH.
BECAUSE THE BED GIVES ME NIGHTMARES.
NOW WISHING I LAID IN, I’D WELCOME THOSE DARK DREAMS, AS LONG AS I GOT SOME SLEEP.
TOO LATE NOW,LESS THAN 30 MINUTES BEFORE THE ALARM SCREAMS.
WHY DO I FEEL SO DIRTY NO, I WANT TO SAY DISTURBED…UNEASY.
I WANT

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Blah

February 15th, 2015by confused31

I know I cut,

i know I’m crying,

i hear you saying I have to keep trying,

i know what they called me,

you don’t have to save me.

i know your parents hate me,

I know no one would ever date me,

I know you think I’m exaggerating,

but you don’t understand the pain I’m feeling,

I wish I could just be dying,

I’m tired of just surviving .

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100 Reasons to Live

February 14th, 2015by Ryder

And here are 100 reasons to keep going.
A few might be similar to each other, but nothing’s perfect.

You should live:
1. Because you care about the world.
2. There’s a lot to live for.
3. You have dreams to fulfill.
4. Life eventually gets better.
5. You’re afraid of death.
6. Because you can flip your life around.
7. Because people need you to live.
8. Because someone out there loves you.
9. For religion.
10. To help someone worse off than you.
11. To find the perfect job or career.
12. To fall in love.
13. Because there’s a reason we’re on this planet.
14. You want to experience future music, movies, games, technology,

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100 Reasons Not to Live

February 13th, 2015by Ryder

See, I can come up with 100 reasons NOT to live.

  1. Life is too demanding for you.
  2. Because there’s nothing more you want from life.
  3. Because there’s nothing really significant you can do for the world.
  4. No more having to prove you’re good enough for people.
  5. No more having to lie and pretend.
  6. No more being treated unfairly.
  7. No more holding the weight of the world on your shoulders.
  8. You’re tired of being judged.
  9. No more being ordered around by people.
  10. No more competition.
  11. No more debt. You actually won’t need money anymore.
  12. Because nothing can fix your problems. Not you, not therapy, or Waldo.
  13. Because you’re going to die anyway. It might as well be on your

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It gets better.

February 11th, 2015by Danny26

So, I’m just updating here to say that I think things have gotten better for me. Extremely better, and all in the course of 24 hours. That’s right…. just one day. Basically I told someone that I was planning to kill myself and right after that I felt a massive weight was lifted off my shoulders. I’ve been able to control my overthinking more in the past few hours than I ever have before (I’m actually starting to realize when I overthink!), and I can also tell that I will not be contemplating suicide again anytime soon. I’ve never felt so good in my life, and I …

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A Secretly Sweet, Salacious Serenade For Your Sanctimoniously Severed, Sojourning Soul (Spoken)

February 8th, 2015by Psych$in (kills)

Aeris Gainsborough: Everything’s fine now.
Cloud Strife: Yeah. I’m not alone. Not anymore. — Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children

A Secretly Sweet, Salacious Serenade For Your Sanctimoniously Severed, Sojourning Soul

A vicariously vexed vagabond whom vivaciously, voraciously chases ventures unknown?

Or am I a delapidated demonic deceiver discovering a deep seated desire for destructive denouements?

Tell me.

Enlighten me.

Show me.

Now hear me.

Unveil your unkempt undulating unseen unsung heart, hidden underneath the unfairly, uncouth unabashedly unrelentingly unsinkable manic misery.

I played your spirit’s strings like a well-tuned violent violin while listlessly listening to the melodramatic melody of vilifying vitriol.

Let me vanish in vane after I vanquish the needle in vein, oh so …

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Erroneous Regrets

February 7th, 2015by Psych$in (kills)

Em X20s and some minor vocals and bit of D

Em D
Seething rage manifests in snarls and growls
Em D
Refuted and respected by …