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The shittiest way to go …Hey I’m talking to you!

April 30th, 2016by Cold_Sleep

FANTASY STORY

art? not real. don’t shoot! I’m naked! 

– amigo english not my numero uno tongue, sorry for any bad cooking mistakes! –

WARNING SHITTY STORY AND EVEN SHITTIER SHITTING SCENE.

 

I send my girlfriend to a 7 day vacation out of town.

 

I need some time for myself to deal with my emotions and depression and possible something else,

I will stay home while she is gone. And take a friend with you, don’t go alone, will even cover some cost

for her or him I say to my girl, she smiles too me and agrees to it, few days later, its time!

she has left the house …

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Tangled dreams

April 30th, 2016by Paradoxical breathing

Eyes heavy, body numb.  I want so bad to go back, but to me it will not come.  Toss and turn, try to be still, try to let it flow over me.  But it seems my mind is too scrambled to stay lost in the sea of dreams.  Like a bed of seaweed my past tangles up my dreams. Until I awaken confused, repulsed, on the edge of a scream.

Still soaked in sweat, neither hot nor cold, just tired and bored.   Its many hours till I should be awake, they will feel like many more.  How I long to go back to sleep, if only …

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something for today,

April 29th, 2016by quietcheep

“I fell in love with the smile she hid behind her hands, the one that flashed up and waved with brilliant colors when caught by surprise. It was the purest point of joy–the laugh that bubbled up and the creases at the corners of her eyes–her hair and hands rushing to her face to contain it all. But she was never fast enough, her happiness too much to be quelled so easily, and just enough would slip through to soothe the deep ache my yearning had burned into my heart.”

i thought about someone who isn’t here anymore. i felt i should write how she was and put it …

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sharing some music that helps me.

April 29th, 2016by Cold_Sleep

Some music that helps me cope with depression and ease the pain,

I hope you might discover a song or two that you will like or even maybe it will help you in someway,

or at least it will give you an appetite for searching new music or songs.

I have try to shorten the list, and divide songs in some fashion for a little easier overview.

If you find a song that you like, please let me know, also post a song that you like and I will check it out!

   

 PART I.


— music & lyrics + “the feelings so deep and true” —    

Dark Tranquillity …

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Opposite Wishes

April 29th, 2016by Cordless

Lately I have felt like a bit of a hypocrite, considering death for myself while still feeling anxiety about friends who are considering the exact same thing.  I want them to stay, yet I want the “get out” option for myself.  Not quite sure how to process that.

I find myself writing two opposite types of music lately:
(1) Batshit-crazy chaos, and
(2) Peaceful calmness.

Am I somehow capturing the aforementioned duplicity in musical form?

Since I’ve finished a few of my projects lately, I started a new piece today.  After working out the first few measures, it looks like this is going to be another chaotic angsty one….

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Sala Samobójcòw

April 28th, 2016by HERE4UOK

Sala Samobójców, has anyone seen this film?

Thoughts?

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New composition: Singularity

April 27th, 2016by Cordless

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Next new piece, which is outside my comfort zone for a few reasons:

1. I’m not comfortable writing for guitar, so I tend to avoid it. But here it is.

2. Lately I’ve tended to avoid wide-open pieces with simple instrumentation. But this has just three instruments: Acoustic guitar, Electric bass, and Piano.

3. It has almost a country/western feel, which is definitely NOT my favorite genre.

4. It’s peaceful and calm, which is an odd thing for me to write these days. Lately I’d gravitated more toward things which reflected angst and panic.

It’s called “Singularity”.

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Can You Keep a Secret..? ;)

April 27th, 2016by HERE4UOK

When you feel your insides getting brittle.
When the day has done your mind more whittle.

Lighten the mood for just a little…
Wipe from your lips the sorrow’s spittle.

Appease your spirit’s daily kittle,
and think twisted thoughts, smile a little.

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another piece of writing today,

April 26th, 2016by quietcheep

there is nothing in me but the desire for people to be people, for people to see people as people, and to know that this was and is a world worth fighting for.

there is hope, my god, for all the times we’ve been stubborn enough to destroy it, we have maintained it in equal measure. there are people, real people, out there with home in their hearts and you in their future and believe me, dear, they’ll love you as I love you: fully and deeply and truly, a bond between the living, the existing, the real.

oh, little one,

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A little painful poem

April 25th, 2016by NiceGuy2001

Stages of grief
Numbers one through four
Have been inadvertently caught
In a magnetic loop
A synchrotron of emotional pain
Whirling around
Gaining mass and momentum
Occasionally colliding
And casting off particles of madness
And we may
Observe this phenomenon
With an increasingly dispassionate eye
Furiously scribbling
Notes and numbers
No one will ever see

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I tried to show you a way out

April 24th, 2016by Salt

There has been a tangible regime change at suicideproject. Maybe it’s for the better, but it’s no longer for people like me. About a week ago, I found the way out of hell. For my old friends here (I’m talking 3-4 years ago when I first crash landed on this site under another name… before re-registering as Salt because I didn’t want to upset a beautiful person in my life who didn’t need to know how much I was suffering), I left my final post which I had put a lot of effort into wording with just enough cryptic references to literature, Latin, and scriptures …

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Page 3 of ???

April 24th, 2016by whiskered-fish

I feel like I’m starting to fall into a rhythm here. I can, at my best, do one page every two weeks. Three if I’m busy. It takes me about one day to do one panel; therefore, I can do one four-panel strip in two weekends. Not that I’m rushing, though. The time spent busying myself with this comic is time not spent wrapping my hands around my throat. So I take my time.

I finished this page early, because I didn’t go to church today. Church isn’t all that fun when you know that nobody there can actually help you, and that you’re going to …

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Don’t Hurt Me

April 24th, 2016by GerbzBaby

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A vent drawing inspired by the man that hurt me! Thank you for doing that to me boy! :/

Not finished with it yet, still working out details. Might post the finished product later.

(It’s a tiger and a red panda if it’s to hard to tell, tiger obviously represents the one I once loved and the red panda at the bottom represents me.)

 

 

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My only reason

April 23rd, 2016by kamidaka

I don’t really know how the idea came to my mind, but I’ll do it.

As many of you know, my life is a living hell, and yeah, a lot of people wonder how am I still alive.

There’s something in this world that I love with all my soul, with all my heart. No matter what happens to me, that little thing puts a smile on my face. It brightens my day.

And now, I’ll try to make something for that thing. The thing that keeps me alive.

I’ll have to give up on the idea of trying to leave again, because I’ll need

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The Heart Begs (new composition)

April 23rd, 2016by Cordless

I posted this awhile back but had my usual panic attack and deleted it after it only had one comment… I always worry that everyone hates it and is just too nice to say anything.

I have to admit it’s one of my favorite things I’ve written so far.
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Instrumentation:
Choir (Soprano, Alto, Tenor, Bass)
Piano
Strings (Violin, Viola, Cello, Bass)
Tympani

So instead of posting it and sitting back in anxious panic, waiting for comments to show up, I will do this:

I will post it, then I will walk away.  I will go out to the car and drive somewhere many miles away.  Maybe I’ll have dinner, maybe I’ll just …

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Anyone Else Draw On Here?

April 21st, 2016by GerbzBaby

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Sorry if the quality is crappy and that its rotated at an odd angle. If someone knows how to fix this please tell me xD

 

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Another day

April 21st, 2016by Paradoxical breathing

Cloud lifting, can still feel my heart beat.  The elephant that was sitting on my chest is starting to support its own weight.  My world is still slower than it should be, slower than I need to be.

Pain so deep it can barely be identified flows from an unseen source in my soul.  Haunted eyes stare back at me in the mirror.  Eyes that have seen too much, refect the darkness within.

Today I hide in my shell, I’m not coming out today.  Maybe another day.

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hello,

April 20th, 2016by quietcheep

another (very short) poem for today:

how do i soften the memory of you
like fingerprints on glass
barely, barely, barely there
a whisper left behind

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Picture from my Travel around LDN

April 17th, 2016by Drowning

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I’m trying to learn to appreciate the lil things in life blessing are all around up just need  to take time to notice them 🙂image

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hi,

April 16th, 2016by quietcheep

i’m new. to the site, at least, not to being suicidal. but i like writing and i was told once i should get more people to read it, so thought maybe this would be a good place to put this?

I breathe with the beating of my heart and lose it all so easily,
something of some significance slipping through my fingers.
Farewell, goodbye, good riddance, freedom and fear follow suit;
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone.

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