For your poems.
By:EmoCookie
These shadows are my demons
These shadows are the thing that keeps me up at night
That wake me up when I am sleeping
These shadows are my demons
The shadows stop and stare at me
The  shadows always begin to talk to me
But no words come out my mouth
These shadows are my demons
The shadows want to take me
The shadows want me to talk to them
These shadows are my demons
The thing that keeps me up at night
That wake me up when I am […]
By:EmoCookie
Please someone hold my arms for i have no control right now
My cry to you means something, it doesnt meannothing
Hold my arms so I can no longer be hurt by this tamed
People say you need to stop with this bloody game or you will never get fame
Ma its not a game
IÂ just want to keep tamed
Hold my arms for I have cut again a pound my arms
Hold my arms so I can be on the right path!
Please someone hold my arms!
Please
By:EmoCookie
Boom
Bam
Slam
No one heard the pain that I believe I desever
Slice
Dice
That is th price that I pay for myself
Spray
Snif
The way I can take myself from this world to be happy for just a second
Slap
Crack
Punch
Have nothing left
Get something someone can’t take from me
Safty pins
No longer come safe for me
Blade box cutters
No longer are for boxes
For my arm is now the box
And the blade […]
By:EmoCookie
Someone please jump into me
Feel my pain
Feel me
I’m dying inside
Help Me!
Help me get some air
Becasue you don’t see me
Dying on the inside
I’m almost gone
Gone from this world
Someone
Jump into me
Walk a day in my shoes
Feel my pain
And you may gain
Gain something in your mind
By:EmoCookie
We look each other  in the eyes
you tell me you love me and that you
know me from the back of your
hands, but now that you are looking
in my eyes look more in and see
the real me. you may be scared at
first but keep looking at my eyes. My
pain may eat into your soul, but
KEEP looking into my eyes! You say
you love me, you say you know me
from the back of your hands. Well to tell
 you the truth you don’t […]
Dear word,
I know you don’t know me. And the words that I’m about to say may mean nothing to you and you just may not care. I am a female that goes by EmoCookie its an old nickname and I am 18 years old. I have depression. I see people to get help, but that doesn’t seem to be working but I will give it more time. I am an on and off cutter. I cry. I try to smile when I can. I’m failing school and I dont know what to do about that. I’m lost be on repair. My dad is […]
Note: I wrote this after I was blackmailed and cyber raped
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Ashes to Ashes I am covered
Blood rushing through my veins
Blood rushing through my head
Blood rushing out of me
I once was a pure, strong one
Filled with light and alivliness
Now darkness consumes me
And I have fallen My heart crushed
My mind gone mad, And my body shattered
Ashes to Ashes I am shattered
Shattered to the core
I wake from my sleep
To walk in my never-ending nightmare
I was once alive
I once had strong wings to soar
I once was pure with light
Now I am dead
My wings weak, no longer able to soar
I am no longer pure and filled […]
The dreams call to me
Listen, listen they whisper
We’ll show you who you really are
So I delve in hopeful, full of wonder and disregard for the waking hell I live in
Hoping for some kind of respite
Some relief from the pain I feel
But what I find is more than just real
I see myself in all my flaws
Grasping and the wind where my life just had been
All my loves all my joys all the reasons I live to wake for
Shown to me to hold once more
Before I wake and find I’m torn
Between these blissful nightmares and this despairing reality
Where love had been now replaced by hate
In dreams I […]
the merry go round
goes round and round
round and round
living loving having fun
no one wants to realize what we have done
everyone laughing , eager faces
but when we are through
there will be no more traces
of life as we know it
but we do not show it
behind our facades our masks
so cleverly made up
im ready to give up
the merry go round goes round and round
round and round
the creatures we ride are colorful decorations
created by us
crowned decorations
all except one
the creature i ride wears no crown
only a dark twisted frown
we are draped […]
Feeling lonely. I hate it. Sick of feeling isolated from everything.