To the youth and adults who have decided to live, at least for today… The person who makes your soul shiver. The song that makes your ears quiver. The food that makes your tongue dance. The activity that lulls your mind into a trance. The relative whose love warms your heart the most. The pets [...]

funny the way pain works isn’t it? The way it doesn’t hurt to hurt yourself But when someone else does it, it more than just smirks. The rush that we get from a knife and a slit Can relieve the pain of the day But a harsh word just may Ruin that day And make [...]

i used to be afraid of the dark Didn’t we all? Until I grew up and grew smart Did I realize how small My fear really is Because now darkness is my mistress And I her faithful servant I can’t explain why I choose To live life in shadow In hate In the dark Maybe [...]

Im noticing life is a challenge we gotta get passed, that suicide is a thought but doesnt have to be done. Days could get better even if its small, you see things or people you gotta stay alive for. You may have a better future so dont end a life for what happen in the [...]

you see that? Thats my face. All day. Every day. I put it on in the morning and it only varies a little. I hold everything in. Keep it away from my friends. They dont need to be worried. Because as time comes to show, once people know what face truly lies behind the lies [...]

they say knowledge is power I say it’s a curse To not know the truth is my desire For ignorance is heaven on earth To not know how cruel this world can be To not know what is going to happen to me Because my destiny is known by none but fate They know the [...]

I went on my first date with Jasmine. Although it took nearly forever to get to see her (about 2 hours), I got to see her and whatever deity or unknown force decided to fuck off today.  Alex, her brother was there too. He understands the situation now and so does my brother, I love [...]

people say the word time alot Life gets better with time Just give it time I just need some time to figure things out Only time will tell Time heals all wounds Time is used as a lie and an excuse People take advantage of the time they use The only people who truly appreciate [...]

It calls it does again and again Begging and pleading saying ”Let me come in” You feel it aproaching quickening its feet Bringing death and disaster to all it does meet Awake at midnight you feel it’s power Have the urge to end your hour A slip of the blade a drop of red Breath does [...]

I tried of everything. Tried of losing my friends. Tried of not being notice. Tried of those who don’t understand. Tried of trying to fit in. I so tried, just I want it all to end. But i going to live, because I tried of people who think I am not going to make it. [...]