Archive for the 'Rants' Category

I Turned Seventeen Today

Friday, May 24th, 2013

I did not think I was going to make it this far. I did not expect today to be a special day much less a great one, but I certaintly was not prepared for this mess. I have not been diagnosed  but I know I have an eating disorder and my parents know now.  For [...]

5-23-2013

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

I’ve always tried to be the optimist, always tried to make friends, always tried to be kind to most people. I’ve always tried to be the best i can be, and to give. But i’m tired of giving everything to the people who reject me in the end, and being b!&@y to the people who’ve [...]

Not As Bad as Some

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

My story isn’t as bad as other people’s, but I need to get it out. I used to be a happy child, but then the older I got, the more I began to care about my grades and stuff, the more I began to stress. Eventually, I met my best friend in a science camp, [...]

I want to kill myself.

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

Humiliated. Helpess. Tormented. Scared.  Ive been going through these emotions for a several years and I had no idea how to fix them until now. The answer to my questions is suicide. I need to kill myself to finally feel like Im at peace.

Why?

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

As I am typing this, my life on paper sounds like the most ideal life anyone can hope to live. I did drop out of college and my job, but only for a few months as I’m planning to get a part time summer job and take classes again in the Fall (I’m lucky my [...]

iv had enef

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

iv had enuf of this shit all the deth all the pane all the things i was blamed for all the people who tell me im liying all the times iv cryd all the shit that for know reson has been dish out to me and people dont care not one of the fuckers care [...]

Do I even have the right…

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

Why is it that no-one cares? Why do you keep walking away? I’m calling for help here, and you all melt away and hide from me as if I’m a carrier of a disease. PLEASE. I NEED SOME HELP, PLEASE HELP ME. ALL I NEED IS FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN. I’VE NEVER SPOKEN IN MY [...]

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

It’s five in the morning and I haven’t slept at all tonight, I can’t stop thinking at all this week I have been extremely depressed and looking for ways to ease my pain but everything is a bust. I thought I was doing so well but I realize I don’t think that I can be [...]

I don’t know anymore.

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

I can’t help but feel that everyone around me would be better off with me not here. I don’t seem to be able to do anything right anymore. All I really want to do is help people, but when I do I end up screwing things up. I know there’s people around me that say [...]

Lesbian, Medicated, Frustrated

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

My name is Sarah and I am 19 years old. Since the day I formed human attraction I knew I was in a world of trouble. When I was nine years old I developed my first crush on a girl, knowing it was not socially acceptable I ignored it. I had always been a more [...]