Archive for the 'Rants' Category

Thoughts

Friday, April 18th, 2014

I wouldn’t say I’ve had a terrible life. In fact, I would actually say I’m very blessed in many ways. Contrary to many of the posts I’ve read on this site, I grew up with a loving family, good friends, and a easy life. But I guess I wouldn’t be writing on this site if […]

Coming out in RELIGION

Friday, April 18th, 2014

Okay so I’m a newly converted atheist at my catholic high school. Some people know and some people don’t. the problem is whenever someone I know/have a high level of respect for walks up to me and ask I deny it… Why why can’t I be myself it makes me feel awful because quite frankly […]

Tired

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

im tired of trying to please everyone but myself. im tired of pleasing my parents(grandparents). tired of trying to please my so called friends. tired of trying on everything. im just tired of getting up to go to the same shit everyday. getting yelled at cause im failing my classes well for your fucking information […]

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world! and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, […]

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I’m just done with it all

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

I’m new on here, and I’ve been struggling since seventh grade really, but I’ve gotten much worse over the past few years. I’m currently a senior in high school. I’ve been to different psychologists, and none of them could help me and I just got really pissed off at them so I quit going. (Also […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I just want to.

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]

My Anchor

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

It’s too quiet in here. I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles. It was once a place of serenity. It was once the place of my joy, but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell. It’s a place filled with shadows, and a place filled […]

So much for “true friends”

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

Im just ranting . So today is my birthday, but its also this other girls birthday and my supposedly “friend” jus goes all out for the other girls birthday I mean like screaming to the top of her lungs happy birthday posting all over social media saying happy bday to the other girl, but when […]