I knew it wouldn’t last. All that happiness has vanished from yesterday. I had a terrible day today. At lunch I sat alone. All my classes were spent ignoring everyone. And when I come home, my dad just starts yelling at me because he’s not appreciated. Well guess what, neither am I. I just took [...]

That’s what it has felt like for a  while. Like I’m just lingering in this fucking limbo where I know I’m tired of living, I know I only hurt people and disappoint them and make their lives more difficult. I am really just 21 years of promise  culminating into failure. My own boyfriend is kind [...]

I guess I’m not quite sure what to do at this point, so I need ur input. I’m 18 years old and ever since 5th grade I’ve wanted to die…or at least I didn’t care to live. In the past few years I’ve been but into a hospital four times due to breakdowns, see I’m [...]

i have thought about why i am still living. and i came up with; i am here for my baby brother. i never had a reason to be happy. but now i do. i spend all my time with him, we are always with eachother. i dont wanna let him suffer. so i shall stay [...]

Whether my friends and family understand or not, I will continue living life with this deliberate silence and social withdrawal. I am tired of this ludicrous society and all the senseless responsibilities it has been laying down on my doorstep. All I want is to be locked up inside my house and never feel obligated [...]

Kill me to free me Tis my only option now Cause I don’t have faith in myself And ive lost my way long ago In this storm that I brave to see a better day I find myself crawling Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here For my soul died long ago  [...]

I just really don’t know what to do anymore. It’s harder for me to think now, there’s just some kind of block in my mind. I stare off into space for long periods of time without realizing it, and when i snap out of it, i don’t remember what i was looking at, what i [...]

i don’t understand the way i act but its apparently making people react i dont get why. i thought i was allowed to be unique. and one of a kind. but obviously not, cause boy. i just got judged by something i didn’t think i was. it made me want to cry it made me want to [...]

I tie scarves around my wrists to stop myself from cutting your name into them. I cry every night because you’re never here to hold me anymore. You say you miss me, but god you do nothing to see me. If this is love, I don’t wanna be loved. Do you know how i feel? [...]

the life I’ve come to know has naught but Shown me how cruel this world can be Some say it’s the worlds way of making you stronger But I know that I won’t last any longer Because there are razors ever where For drugs, for tools, for hair All can be used for the simple [...]