I don’t know why I have registered on this site. It would seem that even though I have such ‘feelings’ of suicide that I’m nothing comparable to others on this site. But then why have I registered and why do I seek out ways to kill oneself? Constantly everyday I’m plagued with helpless, hopeless, depressive [...]

Let’s pretend I put something here that caught your interest and made you want to keep reading.
I am average, or below average in my opinion. In my mind I have never done anything worth while, nor do I think I ever will. There is nothing for me to aim for, nothing I am passionate about [...]

I am tired of life.
For the past two years I have not been able to keep a job longer than 2 weeks because of my depression.
Life is so hard now. The money is gone. Rent is due, and I don’t have it.
Have to end it soon.
My time is up.
I’m such a fuck up. Had my [...]

  So, I currently just turned 17 years old last Saturday (The 13th, bad sign eh?) I’ve always been a fairly short male, which is fine by me, I love being short. I’m underweight at an amazing 93 pounds. When I was too young to remember, my parents got divorced. I had to live with [...]

I had a great life until I got raped and sick almost 5 years ago. Since them, I’ve been trying to get my life back.

It seems like everyone ive ever been close to or trusted has has betrayed me. My friends, my family, mom ,dad..everyone. I used to think my family was a happy family with nothing to hide, man i was wrong. It turns out just about everything i knew growing up was a lie. The person i [...]

Hello all. First of all, don’t start judging me from the title. I’m not some suicide-hater or sth. I accidently stumbled on this site because I too am ‘one of you’ and keep thinking of ending my life.
The reason I am writing now is because after skimming through some of the posts (because I HATE [...]

Worthless doesn’t even explain how I’m feeling right now. Actually, worthless doesn’t explain how I’ve been feeling for the past few years. I don’t even know why I joined this site… or anything. How do you even begin?
Hi! I’m suicidal! How was your day?
Yeah, doesn’t sound like a very good idea. I guess, generally, [...]

I’ve lost 3 pounds in the last 2 days. I’m hungry and I can’t breathe. I have no idea why I refuse to eat. Maybe I’m trying to prove something. I just don’t want to live anymore…
I took  break from love for a while, but now I am at the place I was when I [...]

I keep playing Russian Roulette (THE SONG!) over and over again. It provokes my old thought process. I was able to write poetry for the first time in a few weeks. It was pretty intense.
I have to go to martial arts tonight. I like it a lot but I feel stupid since I’m just a [...]