Archive for the 'Rants' Category

Hopelessness of a 20-something..

Tuesday, February 7th, 2012

..it hurts to know that my parents to this day, control my actions like I’m 10. They refuse to understand anything about me. I’ve worked hard for my money, and yet my mother stays in my business about it. She is upset with me because I bought my girlfriend an inexpensive tablet for her birthday, [...]

Tuesday, February 7th, 2012

I was raised to be an honor student.. for all of elementary i was a ummm bookworm.. i was happy wit who i was and i was a bright kid.. i loved my family and all my frends.. but my life jst crashed completely wen i started 6th grade.. i was diagnosed with an anxiety [...]

New to this..

Tuesday, February 7th, 2012

I really don’t know how to start this, never done a post site. Kinda weirded out, but i know i need to share my story with people other than my friends and family. I am 20 years old and ever since i was a little kid i have always told myself i will die young, [...]

Waiting…

Monday, February 6th, 2012

for the end or something to take me out of it all, for good. But that’s too much to ask for, both of them. Can’t I just be accidentally killed or sick… Well I was good for a few days there. By good I mean not really cutting, not feeling too dark or angry. Was [...]

Ice

Saturday, February 4th, 2012

I had an argument with my father today, so I went to a park very close to me to ‘cool’ down. It’s a very small park (if you can even call it a park) with a large pond. The pond was frozen, there were a lot of small children ice-skating and stuff. I just stood [...]

fml

Saturday, February 4th, 2012

i am a young mother. i lost my mom when i was 17. i had my son when i was 19. i love him and his father so much . we all live together. but life has been sooo…. messed up and it hurts me so much. i constantly battle with myself over everything. yes [...]

Shota Shota Night Fever

Friday, February 3rd, 2012

Hn. An unprecedented complication arose and my attempt, which I was supposed to carry out last Tuesday (the 31st) has been postponed a couple of days. Argh. If the people from the halfway house I went to knew about this, they’d be all up on my arse about how ‘god made it so’ and that [...]

Life

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

Oh well, everyone seems to post their life-story on here, so why not. School My first memories are from when I was about 2 or maybe 3 (this is extraordinary, I know). At daycare they thought I was weird, other children wouldn’t play with me. They hated me. First year at elementary school was about [...]

Help! Anyone else?

Thursday, February 2nd, 2012

Hey. So I’m 14, and I think something’s up with me. What’s the definition for the term crazy? And not the version for kids. Lyk, I’m super obsessive. I know that’s just OCD.. No biggie.. . I’m different from everyone. I have pink hair n snakebites and wear contacts a lot because my eyes are [...]

They’re putting me in the hospital today.

Wednesday, February 1st, 2012

FUCK THEM. thx to them I’m about to have all my basic rights stripped away from me.