Archive for the 'Rants' Category

ranting after braking up with BF

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

Has anyone ever had to see the one they love.. love someone els. do u know the heartbreak an the tears that come with it. i think that everyone who has felt this dose one of two things
One: die inside but show the world that ur ok
or
Two go insane.
why dose this heart ripe [...]

Have you seen?

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

Ppl will fall and ppl will rise. the good thing is there are then ppl who will not only help but lift you up with here own problems.the light of the world grows on that and if you are good and the angels are nice that day then you will grow with the world. but [...]

So tired

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

I’m new to this site. My name is Hannah. I’m a severe self-harmer. I cut, burn, hit, anything to feel pain. I’ve been hospitalized 3 times because of it. I’ve also been hospalized for Bulimia Nevosa, which I’ve been suffering from for 2 years. I have Bipolar-depression, GAD (generalized anxiety disorder), acrophobia, and PTSD. I’ve [...]

i can’t do this anymore.

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

Everytime I have a moment of happiness, a moment of peace, it is taken from me.
I was in love with a friend who I only knew for a short amount of time, but above that he was someone who I let in behind the masks. Of course he broke my heart. I don’t know what [...]

fragile

Monday, June 28th, 2010

why does it only take one small thing to demolish all the hard work you have done to get to the mental point you are at, at this very moment in time, one hurtful comment or slip in judgement could be the thing than pushes you over the edge, the person could have no idea [...]

The stress and pain increasing to high level

Monday, June 28th, 2010

Today, as I talked to my wife how to save our marriage, I poured out my deepest thoughts to her, as she listened with little or no compassion . My heart just cracked in a millon parts and the small light I did see at the end of the tunnel was destroyed. All [...]

I’m tired of this shit

Friday, June 25th, 2010

I hate my fuckin’ life. I normally don’t ever cuss (actually I never do in real life), but the itnernet is a unique place for this sort of venting. First off, what triggered me to write this post is the fact that I’ve been really depressed lately so I’ve only been living off of caprisuns [...]

Had enough of everything- I just want out :(

Friday, June 25th, 2010

Okay- I may only be 17 so some would say that I am too young and have my whole life ahead of me, but right now it honestly doesn’t seem to be worth it. I’ve already half heartedly attempted to overdose twice but I’ve always made sure that the amount I take is relatively small [...]

Can’t take much more!

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

I just want to vent and hopefully get some input from some complete strangers with the hopes that you can picture what I’m saying and be completely honest.
First I’ll start with a little about me, I’m a single parent of three kids…..ages 3, 4 and 5. I’ve been unemployed for fours years and have no [...]

Am I not worth it?

Sunday, June 20th, 2010

I have a family. My parents are still married, and no one has died. No one is on drugs… (or at least I’m pretty sure that no one is…). But I hate it.
We say we love each other, but do we? I’m thinking it depends on what we’re thinking love is. If love is putting [...]