Most people would say I have a pretty average life. I have two married parents and a healthy sister. I don’t have or know everything in fashion, but I do dress decently. I have some acne. My hair frizzes out from time to time. And I have plenty of friends. But what they don’t know [...]

Okay so when I first started this, I had not one thing to say on it. Now I have a slight idea… When I first joined The Suicide Project I was lonely, depressed. I had suicidal thoughts running through my mind, tormenting me. I have attempted suicide 5 times so far. My memories haunt my every waking [...]

turning my pain into something creative, and made a music video. watch please.

I always feel so alone. I just want someone to hold me and tell me they love me. I want to trust that my friends actually are my friends, and aren’t just nice to me because they feel bad for me. I want them to come to my room (I live at a residential school), [...]

I want a way out, simply put, no sugar coating it. I have an average life, I know there are people worse off, call me selfish, I just want to end it all. I am 17, 18 in October. I hate the thoughts if waking up in the morning on weekends. I put on the [...]

Ok sorry this is probably nothing compared to what others are going through but it’s getting to me. So everyone at my school was convinced i was gay cause i was really close with other girls, just hugged a lot cause its my way of showing support. Anyways so they used 2 stage interventions to [...]

im thinking about ending it all tonight, i just really cant bare to be apart of this horrible world anymore, ive been getting nothing but depressed evry single day and each day it gets worse, nothing good is happening to me only bad things, im being bullied by my own family, and i just cant [...]

You always hear people say that, “You’ll be accepted by being yourself,” right? Well,… IT’S WRONG!!! People would only accept you by being like everyone else. They always say that, you’re an anti-social freak or a messed up person am I wrong. Should we live up to other people’s expectation? Should they accept you by [...]

I don’t know how long I can keep doing this for. I had planned my suicide for last Tuesday but I got really drunk on Monday and told my auntie so my mum took me to hospital. Now everyone’s pretending like it didn’t happen. I have my exams in less than a week and it’s just another [...]

kso i have my suicide letter ready but i cant go through with suicide. i cant. i dont want to leave my brother behind. he is alwasy with me. i cant even leave him for a night without feeling bad. but at the same time i want leave. i just dont know what to do.