Archive for the 'Stories of Hope' Category

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I just want to.

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]

I’m such a coward!

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

I thought I could end it with ease. All I had to do was step off Instead I just sat there frozen. How come I couldn’t do it after all I’ve been through? Everyday wishing it would end. I just can’t understand how I could be scared of death.        I’m such a Pussy!    

A Shattered Heart

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

Inner Voice of reason

Tuesday, April 15th, 2014

Angry, Unhappy low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I don’t feel smart, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when […]

Tomorrows the day

Saturday, April 12th, 2014

So I’ve come to the conclusion that it does not get better.  The mental disorders don’t go away, I won’t get any less socially awkward, & I will not become any less pathetic.  I’ve sought help & It lead to my family thinking I’m crazy to the point where none of them want anything to […]

go to hell

Wednesday, April 9th, 2014

where can I go where there is nowhere to go to who can I talk to who isn’t already playing what can I do when they have everything laid out and planned for me already wtf can i get my shock now can I get my whatever the hell they gone give me now I […]

what do you think it is?

Wednesday, April 9th, 2014

Do I have to? I feel like I have to lose my soul To make someone else whole Because my life is not worth to live Who will claim me? Never Who claims me? The devil has touched my soul Taken my soul And unless I submit I shall never be healed again Born from […]


Tuesday, April 8th, 2014

I’m a defector proud to say no matter what they try I will get away The calling for the spirit guide is beneath what I need Faith amidst my poverty I can’t help but succeed It’s a crown fit for a king nevertheless the darkness haunts and seeks me They shall not prevail neither shall […]