Stories of Hope

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Bro, do you even SP? awwyeahhmawfuckersyeahhhh

July 28th, 2014by killswitchon

DONT GIVE UP. DONT GIVE IN. JUST PUT OUT. IF YOURE GUNA SMOKE WEED, USE A CLEAN NEEDLE. HOO AH. G’LUCK IN YOUR BATTLES YALL.

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July 26th, 2014by Theory

I hear voices in my head

I believe fairies dwell in flower beds

The night is a mystery and not my friend

For I see things at every corner and end

I cry for four days a week

Because of blame and sorrow my heart can’t keep

My dreams, like everyone else, have gone

Because they too are tired to go on

I don’t believe I belong

Life has been singing that to me like a song

I am a poet, but to everyone my poems appear

To be of sadness, yearn, insecurity, and fear

There’s a new voice in my head

That says I’d rather be better off as dead

But since I’m still present

And death may seem

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day two

July 25th, 2014by emwhy

Spent quality time with mom and got a new pair of shoes for seventy percent off.

But the best part of my day was hearing from a friend who I haven’t seen in a few months. She asked me for some advice regarding a farewell gift for her co-worker. It’s always enjoyable speaking with her. She is an absolute sweetheart.

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day one

July 24th, 2014by emwhy

I’m behind on social media, what with the lack of smart phone and all but I thought I’d start something like a “100 happy days” log. I may be getting a new phone next month with a functioning camera but for now, I can only post words. What I once saw as a boastful and patronizing project I now understand that writing out the positive parts of your day can surely have therapeutic benefits.
It’s really just for personal documentation but if anyone is reading, I hope you can draw some inspiration or hope from this. Even though days often seem long and empty, there can always be a …

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kill ted nugent..pretty please?

July 24th, 2014by misanthrope

I have considered suicide and homicide intermittently for years because I have trouble living with the knowledge of how horrible people are,and the despicable things they do. I feel more homicidal tonight,but thats a Good thing..its much less painful,and its pretty fucking fun,too.. If you could take a moment to consider my note,id appreciate it immensely.  Has anyone ever heard of a song called “Wang Dang Sweet Poontang”? Well,look-if not you need to jump over to Youtube and witness the spectacle of a loincloth/ bikini clad Ted Nugent wearing Uggs (of course I know theyre not real Uggs,duh.they werent IN back then,but it sounds funnier.he …

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three.

July 24th, 2014by emwhy

Sometimes I have off days but tonight I feel a surge of energy and hope. Every day is a blank canvas to rejuvenate your life, edit your story. I have an agenda for tomorrow which probably contributes to this new-found optimism. I’ve forgotten how rewarding it feels to set goals, actually work towards them, and obtain results. The most crippling thing I can do to myself is sit at home and give in to lazy indulgences. I’ve been putting off my responsibilities for far too long.

I’ll start my day with a cardio workout in the morning. I’ll reply to my little Brother’s email from BBBS. I’ll start …

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My story

July 23rd, 2014by mav123

The truth is she’s a mess. Once so well put together. Once was that happy girl that smiled twenty four- seven. The girl that had great friends and was nice to everyone. She was complete with joy. That girl faded. That girl doesn’t exist anymore. A gloomy depressed girl now exists. Battling for her life every day. Battling with life. She went from going out with friends to staying up all night crying. She shut down. No words spoken. But she woke up the next day and painted that smile on her face. Look in her eyes and you will see a world filled with …

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Let me start off with the basics . I’m 13 almost 14 . I have 3 brothers ( my older brother is my half brother ) I’m the only girl . My dad wishes he never had my brothers and I , and his life would be so much better if we weren’t in it […]

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My story

July 20th, 2014by Klare

I stumbled on this site quite by accident. It sadness me reading some of your posts so young to have to feel these things. Don’t get me wrong I know they are valid I was once told “what’s the worst problem you have breaking up with your boyfriend? ” which is a stupid thing to say because yes it is traumatic.

I ‘m 30+ with an amazing 3yr old and exhausting 4yr old who have opened my eyes to a love I never knew could exist.

as I’ve grown I have learnt myself like most did not have an ideal childhood I was 12 when I started …

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good day

July 20th, 2014by thelostgirl1499

Today’s been a good day.

I went round my boyfriends house..we fucked and cuddled a lot. I even ate some junk food with him,last year I wouldn’t have dreamed of doing that.

I even had a bit of anxiety and he just held me and played with my hair

Yeah I fucked up the other night,but I recovered.

Ladies and gentlemen,there’s always hope.

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Yeah hi, I’ll take the large anxiety and panic combo to go

July 19th, 2014by killswitchon

welp, let me start the DJing off this wonderful morn in SP with this great tune. Call me DJ PattyD. #guidolyfe #GTL guns trips lisps.

Oh, and don’t forget to hit like and subscribe and of course share your tips, tricks and experiences you’ve had with intense anxiety. had it past few days and can’t shake it. *aaarrggghh* this song among many others helps calm the nerves. Some drink chamomile tea, I listen to the weeknd.

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KillDrakeOn–>>> I’m Drakin’ right now!! I’m Drakin’!!

July 18th, 2014by killswitchon

One of our many prestigiously proud Canadian exports–I present to you drake. Home grown in Toronto, Ontario, Canada! The motto is YONO. You only Nembutal once. braapt braapt.

….my only question to this day is: who the fuck is uncle Luke AND where can I find this elusively legendary character??

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KSO’s Cockpit: directed by M. Night Shyamalan

July 17th, 2014by killswitchon

just like they have in fighter jets–situation and engagement is compromised and no longer safe to dogfight–EJECT! BOOM get shot 30 feet out of my body and mind softly parachuting back to sanity, stability and consistency being planet earth. back to a civilian life where there are no rules of engagement or hard deck, where my mind doesn’t dictate my mood, relationships ergo my life. I’m not talkin’ a Goose scenario but a Maverick turn of events where he follows his story arc–mourns the loss of his best friend(his mind) and flies back to the dangerzone with the girl of his dreams in the cockpit …

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Trade My Oblivion For Your Abyss

July 16th, 2014by killswitchon

it’s days like today where I’m thrust into the valley of decision. where do I go from here? where can I go? am I just a lost boy in search of some sense of salvation or absolution or am I a broken man that can’t figure out right from his left or up from down. I’ve always taken pride in my ability to carry on despite the cost and despite the gargantuan overwhelming pain I’ve been in for the past 6 years–but days like today, reality hits hard. I’ve been fighting a mental malignant cancer for what’s felt like an eternity–it’s felt like forever! I …

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Justice, Meet Her Captor

July 14th, 2014by killswitchon

Cheer up tired eyes
We’re not saying any goodbyes
New beginnings are blossoming fresh and untainted–no tear filled cries
The bruises on your arm and the sting on your face will fade
So too shall the hurt in your heart
If the sun shows no mercy we will fight in the shade
You are resilience herself, do not waiver or be afraid of your prison guard’s tirades
Fate’s uncanny web she weaved has relinquished control; no more pain–she whispered–she forbade
She can’t keep your beauty imprisoned forever
Your captors claws and clutches–her hold on you I shall sever
Maybe a little luck, a few chances peppered in for good measure
Watch me liberate you from …

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My Story

July 14th, 2014by TheAngelWithBrokenWings

Okay so here it goes…

So, I’m Angel and I absolutely hate my life..
My entire life, my parents would get into huge fights and let’s just say a lot of cops knew my name and where I lived. My older sister would always scream at me and punch me and just constantly make my life miserable, and even today (she’s 18 and has a baby) she continues to do just that. In fact it has probably gotten worse.

Even though I am the youngest, I am ANYTHING but spoiled. I have to clean the house everyday while my sister goes shopping

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Pardon me….

July 14th, 2014by RealTalk30

Excuse me…I seem to have left my pain laying around here somewhere..have you seen it? It’s black and fowl and twisted and I just can’t seem to hang on to it anymore! lol call me butter fingers if you must but it keeps on slipping away!! :P lmao!! Anyways..if you see it, it’s labeled “loathing of a lost and forgotten soul”. It might be walking around aimlessly somewhere here, just thought I’d check again. Let me know if you find it’s sorry little bitter ass! lol
Thanks! ;)

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So on point

July 13th, 2014by killswitchon

He who makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man. — Samuel Johnson (English poet)

Never has a truer statement been uttered. To overcome we must transform into our own personal monsters much like bruce wayne did to overcome his fear of bats–he became one. We must become what we fear the most. We must become fear itself.

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I’m alive and free. (For everyone who saw my post yesterday)

July 12th, 2014by SeasOfBlue

I’m alive.

And I’m free.

I’ve never been more free in my life.
It feels so good.

 

I suppose I should explain what happened when I stopped posting yesterday. Basically, the pills were making me really tired and weak. I was dying, basically. It was getting really hard to type, because the simple movements were taking all of my energy. So, I said goodbye to all of you, and I fell asleep. I’m pretty sure it was closer to dying rather then sleeping, but I didn’t know at the time; I was too weak. Anyway, I never moved my laptop from on top of me, because the movement would’ve …

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Lost & Found

July 12th, 2014by RealTalk30

I’ve been stolen
And I know I can’t be found
To which these eyes can’t understand
Life’s been destroyed
And am I now
Without regards to who I’ve been
Treasured times have taken me
Far beyond the whispered willow tree
Ideologies
And simple needs that burden me
Will rest here in this place
Where was I going
I never figured out
I couldn’t wait
I want it now
That’s my testimony
It’s all I had to show for myself
Cause I’ve been stolen
And can’t be found
To which these arms keep reaching out
Can’t fill a void when all is lost and alone
But I keep trying
I might have to leave my life
And my family behind
But I keep trying till finally …