i never thought my life would turn up to be so bad..my father was going through cancer had been with him throughout his treatment..but finally he passed away in january being the eldest in the family everything has come up to me.. I am 23 years old, and my fathers partner in business has been [...]

I feel a deep love for Jasmine, a longing to show her I love her. I have gone past the sexual thoughts and I just want to hold her and kiss her. I was reading a sex story based on the Naruto show and how he pleased the women he seduced by treating them well. [...]

For that one second, that short, little one second I manage to forget, set my mind free from worry, fear, hate That second, that second, I’m unaware of the world But once I’m back, aware of the world again, the feelings come back All the hate, worry, and fear, so I take this little blade, [...]

Why is it everyday I find myself hideing it all, putting on a fake smile, acting like there’s nothing wrong? How do i do it? I find myself covering the blood red cuts, brand new, before school, after school, making them at anytime I feel this way. Thinking there’s no way out,telling myself help wouldn’t [...]

Some nights, I just sit up in my bed, wrighting, wrighting stuff that I would never ever dream of showing anyone, but now, I found some help, posting on here, how I feel when I’m scared, angry, upset, no matter how I feel, instead of picking up the blade, I wrote. I still let everything [...]

A boy in my school committed suicide on Tuesday…he hung himself…I’ve been destraut about it since I found out. No one ever knew he would try to..no one even knew he was upset with his life. If I had known I would have tried to talk to him. I’ve been depressed for as long as [...]

This quote is in several articles online about happiness. “First, your brain adjusts feelings of happiness downward after you’ve reached some goal or other. It regulates the good feelings, presumably so that you have motivation to reach the next goal instead of just lounging by the pool for the rest of your days. “ Which can sort [...]

I’ve come to the conclusion that im a complete waste of space, and i want to eliminate this pointless shitstain of an existence i call a life from the face of the earth. My whole life i was labeled ugly and worthless, and any word that can add the prefix “un” would describe me. Im [...]

I’ve been cutting myself for a while and I can’t take living anymore My boyfriend saw his dad get killed and i don’t know how to act around him now that I know because he thinks he’s a waste to the world and a few nights ago he stabbed himself and it’s the day that [...]

I have no emotions.  Just chemical reactions in my brain and body acting and reacting to internal/external stimuli and previous experiences. I have no consciousness.   Just bioelectric and biochemical activity that gives the perception of self awareness. I have no desire.  Just instinct honed by evolution for the species to survive as a whole and [...]