As a child I started hating everyone. 2 years ago it got worse and i stopped going out, i didn’t go to School anymore, I stopped eating and never left my room. My mom started worrying but she didn’t know what to do so she just argued with me before she called a psychiatric and […]
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I start most weekends with drinking a bottle of wine, then I have another one and then another. I take a few Xanax and a Vicodin or two. Next thing I know its Monday morning and time to go to work again. When I don’t do that I do meth so I can forget about my […]
So I guess I’m staying alive… For her. I told her about it and she started freaking out (which is normal) and made me promise I wouldn’t kill myself. What made me agree though, was that she started crying when she realized, if I did kill myself after the next band concert, we would have […]
Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down. They’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground. Returning to abuse us.
There’s blood on my hands, and the killers not my enemy. It’s all for the sake of love, it’s all for you.
so far im my life i have screw things up! relationships friends parents family to them. im just a piece of shit. i have thought about my suicide again. it stopped but has came back in every way to hurt me. i thought suicide was just a phase for me of what i was going […]
Hey…Can somebody help me? I’m sorry if I’m bothering any of you…I’m new here Ok so, where should I start? :/ I’m 15 years old… I have everything, a loving family, friends…I shouldn’t be complaining at all. I’m sorry, some people don’t have any of that. The thing is…I don’t have anyone to talk to […]
As we contemplate suicide or even go about living our day, all kinds of thoughts and “voices” clutter our minds. It is important to ask yourself… Whose Voice are you listening to? Watch “Story 2013″ on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNbKbMIjLvU
Seriously, where are you at? Reply! Let me know people can actually care about each other unconditionally.
Have you ever felt like you were surrounded by darkness? A darkness so deep and pain so real that you just want it all to end? Have you ever felt like the world would be a better place without you in it? How about that you are so worthless that if people really knew who you were they […]