I had a great life until I got raped and sick almost 5 years ago. Since them, I’ve been trying to get my life back.

i have had a very dangerous and sad life; when i was younger my father was abusing me, he abused me sexually, physically, emotionally, and mentally. he ruined my life, and made me not trust other males. He not only abused me but he abused my mother to, except he only abused her mentally [...]

This is the suicide note poem I wrote a few weeks ago when I was convinced my life was worthless and empty. I liked it. Maybe this is my value; maybe this is what I can do to bring meaning into my life. It felt so good to write my thoughts down that I doubted [...]

Nobody on Earth is worthless. I can promise you that. I know how a lot of you feel. I am a suicidal survivor. It is possible to get past the darkness without help, I did. If anybody wants to talk to me, or if you just want to talk to a real person who will [...]

I’ve been there.
A place no one wants to go.
Not ever.
Being touched in bed at night, to being beaten unconscious.
Life never gets better for me.
I now lay awake at night scared of him coming in.
Scared to close my eyes and I’d open them and he’d be there.
That pain never goes away in my mind.
I have scars [...]

The reason i died is i hated my life every day i would i would bottle up all my problem’s until the day i said fuck it and killed myself i killed myself 3 times yet each time i was brought back at the time i was pissed but now i realize that i have [...]

For those contemplating i have been there and would like to share abit. Year 2002 After battling depression for years, drove my car 75 miles an hour into a semi-tractor trailor, slit my wrists, tried smoke inhalation.Am still here. My conclusion 1. only God has the finally say. 2. He must have created me for [...]

if you’re going to comment on this and you’re a user here, please don’t mention my name in the reply, because there are people who know me and might be reading my posts and I don’t want what I say to cause the them hurt… and I don’t want to change the nickname so that [...]

ive written on here once you may rebember me from the post “if you care please read!!”
ive decided on something. ive read through comments and posts and decided on something, if i ended my life, i would end up hurting everyone who has ever cared. about a week ago i made a promise to my [...]

It all began when i was 11. I lived with my mom my whole life, and with both parents up until i was 8. My mom has always been a very emotional person, so in 2007, she got put into the hospital for depression. I never really thought anything of it. Until i knew something [...]