Archive for the 'Suicidal Survivors' Category

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I’m such a coward!

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

I thought I could end it with ease. All I had to do was step off Instead I just sat there frozen. How come I couldn’t do it after all I’ve been through? Everyday wishing it would end. I just can’t understand how I could be scared of death.        I’m such a Pussy!    

A Shattered Heart

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back

Sunday, April 13th, 2014

I’ve been away for awhile, as you’re all aware of, I’m sure. In that time, I’ve attempted suicide, was found before death, and brought into a hospital where I stayed in a coma for two days, and spent the next two weeks following right there with others who were in the same boat as I. […]

Tomorrows the day

Saturday, April 12th, 2014

So I’ve come to the conclusion that it does not get better.  The mental disorders don’t go away, I won’t get any less socially awkward, & I will not become any less pathetic.  I’ve sought help & It lead to my family thinking I’m crazy to the point where none of them want anything to […]

go to hell

Wednesday, April 9th, 2014

where can I go where there is nowhere to go to who can I talk to who isn’t already playing what can I do when they have everything laid out and planned for me already wtf can i get my shock now can I get my whatever the hell they gone give me now I […]

what do you think it is?

Wednesday, April 9th, 2014

Do I have to? I feel like I have to lose my soul To make someone else whole Because my life is not worth to live Who will claim me? Never Who claims me? The devil has touched my soul Taken my soul And unless I submit I shall never be healed again Born from […]

armageddon take me already

Tuesday, April 8th, 2014

Hey names jane 12   my life was good up to age 7. My got ill with dementia. Her side doesnt help much. My dad and his family took care of us. My mum has been taken in and out of hospital for the past 4 years. It has taken alot out of all of […]

I Was Sacrificed

Tuesday, April 8th, 2014

I’m am beginning to feel better now that I am here. I feel like I have made some friends even tho I know the connections may or may not be real. I hope to heal one day. I remember when I used to pray. I used to pray everyday but now I can’t seem to […]