Archive for the 'Suicidal Survivors' Category

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

I drink cause I’m dry. Of the tears I have cried.

An expensive cost, the price of rape

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

There was a chill in the wind that night, one like no other. The darkness made it hard for sight, but I didn’t know it mattered. The strength of your grip, the frame of your stature; As you grabbed my hips, before I knew it I was captured. You forced yourself on me, along with […]

Inspiration and Expectation

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

I am an inspiration to many both here and in my life outside. I am a preachers son, and expected to act like what I am not. I am looked upon with judging eyes everyday. I am an inspiration to the church, showing teens aren’t all the world says they are. I am an inspiration […]

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

Tonight I am sad. Tonight I am lonely. The Demons are screaming and I need you to hold me.

Reflection of Love

Friday, April 18th, 2014

Unhappy, Angry, low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I feel so stupid, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when […]

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I’m such a coward!

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

I thought I could end it with ease. All I had to do was step off Instead I just sat there frozen. How come I couldn’t do it after all I’ve been through? Everyday wishing it would end. I just can’t understand how I could be scared of death.        I’m such a Pussy!    

A Shattered Heart

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back

Sunday, April 13th, 2014

I’ve been away for awhile, as you’re all aware of, I’m sure. In that time, I’ve attempted suicide, was found before death, and brought into a hospital where I stayed in a coma for two days, and spent the next two weeks following right there with others who were in the same boat as I. […]