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		<title>Confused, and Lost.</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/confused-and-lost/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/confused-and-lost/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Feb 2012 05:38:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>blh2015</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71840</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[My mom just took her own life back in july and i am the one that found her. I dont know what to think of this. and i have a really difficult time understanding why. I am going to counseling and it helps.. I just feel down a lot of times. I have thought a [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>2</slash:comments>
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		<title>Conflict</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/conflict/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/conflict/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 09 Feb 2012 18:37:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Missunderstood0307</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71532</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Two daggers pierced through my heart and tore up my soul;  &#160; My heart bleeds;  &#160; My body lay still;  &#160; Numbness consumes me, &#160; Yet I continue to breathe mindlessly.  &#160; It is a battle between life and death.  &#160; I ask myself Why? &#160; I faint voice inside of me whispers to me [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
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		<title>Tale of a sad girl&#8230;.</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/tale-of-a-sad-girl/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/tale-of-a-sad-girl/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 09 Feb 2012 18:32:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Missunderstood0307</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicidal Survivors]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Abundance]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[alone]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Anxiety]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Bloody Tears]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[boyfriend]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Cutting]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Emotions]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Fear]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Feelings]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Help]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Lost]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Multiple Times]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Realization]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Relationships]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Sad Girl]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Sit]]></category>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71527</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I sit here hating myself for being myself. I try everyday to live to be happy, but nothing ever works. The realization of the fact that the one person you love so much will never love you back torments me and leaves me unable to move. I pray for the torment to end. &#160; He [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>6</slash:comments>
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		<title>My past wont leave me.</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/my-past-wont-leave-me/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/my-past-wont-leave-me/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2012 23:11:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Unique</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicidal Survivors]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Beautiful Country]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[First Girlfriend]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Heartbeat]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mediation]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mediation Sessions]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Memory]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Perfect Moment]]></category>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71371</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[My mediation sessions have be hijacked by an old memory that i just cant shake. I  return to a time when i was really happy, genuinely happy. When i think about this time i spent with my first girlfriend i am happy, but when i come back to reality i feel sad again. The moment [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>1</slash:comments>
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		<title>Day to day shit</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/day-to-day-shit/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/day-to-day-shit/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2012 13:17:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jlb462606tol</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Benz]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Coffee And Cigarettes]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Fists]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Friend Don]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Game]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Happiness]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Innocence]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Lost]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mask]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mistake]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mouths]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Parental Controls]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[People]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Pistol]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Point Of View]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Predisposition]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Safe Place]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Shit Fucking]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Smile]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71252</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[                              I fucking live off coffee and cigarettes, to be honest i just don&#8217;t give a shit , thats deff another lie, affirmed by my predisposition to cry. I claim to be emotionless when really I&#8217;m overrun by it. You all [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>5</slash:comments>
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		<title>I Win &#8211; They Didn&#8217;t Break Me After All</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/i-win-they-didnt-break-me-after-all/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/i-win-they-didnt-break-me-after-all/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2012 03:12:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Amakua2309</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I Will Survive]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicidal Survivors]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[10 Years]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Abandonment Issues]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Absolute Truth]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Alcoholism]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Celebration Of Life]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Chiro]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Dad]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Exact Copy]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[God]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Guilt]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Hero]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mario]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Old Folks]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Ptsd]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Rants]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Reveille]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Time In My Life]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Unnecessary Details]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71150</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Well as most of you know&#8230;I have been struggling with something rather big since I got here on my Dad&#8217;s birthday.  Did I forget to tell you during my many rants that my Daddy was my first and best hero?  Oh man&#8230;I am soooo raw right now&#8230;but it feels good for a change.  Sorry had [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>42</slash:comments>
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		<title>Topography of life</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/topography-of-life/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/topography-of-life/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2012 02:20:17 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jlb462606tol</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Family & Friends Effects]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I Will Survive]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Poetry & Art]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Rants]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Stories of Loss]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicidal Survivors]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[alone]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Anxiety]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Blog]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Cutting]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Dad]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Death]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Heroin Addiction]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Journal Entries]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[life]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mom]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Topography]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71151</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Check out my blog of journal entries threw my struggles with depression anxiety along with heroin addiction to try and stop the pain. I keep my journal raw and for all to see . No one in this forum is alone !! Http://www.jlb462606.blogspot.com]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
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		<title>Incompetence.</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/incompetence/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/incompetence/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 07 Feb 2012 17:32:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Serris</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=71080</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I know, only I can make my life better. I know that just wishing and whining will accomplish nothing. But how is it so hard to actually live by that knowledge, to put it to a good use? I have always been really shy. People have told me &#8220;it&#8217;s just a phase&#8221; &#8220;you&#8217;ll grow out [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>5</slash:comments>
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		<title>I can&#8217;t believe my soulmate is gone&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/i-cant-believe-my-soulmate-is-gone/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/i-cant-believe-my-soulmate-is-gone/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 05 Feb 2012 15:27:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>VerySerendipity</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Stories of Loss]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicidal Survivors]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suicide]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=70743</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[i met my boyfriend  at work in march 2007.  i was heavily attracted to him.  he showed me around the workplace so i spent my whole shift with him.  he bought me lunch, was a complete gentleman and at one point he took me to his locker to give me his jacket.  i felt him [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>4</slash:comments>
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		<title>You Matter</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/you-matter/</link>
		<comments>http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/you-matter/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 05 Feb 2012 05:38:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>vedura</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Family & Friends Effects]]></category>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://suicideproject.org/?p=70706</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[A friend posted this on my Facebook page and I thought about all the pain expressed by people via the Suicide Project website who feel no one understands or cares. If you think you don&#8217;t matter, if you feel all alone, you&#8217;re not alone in spirit. You Matter. This isn&#8217;t a religious song; it&#8217;s a [...]]]></description>
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		<slash:comments>1</slash:comments>
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