Archive for the 'Suicidal Survivors' Category

I am recovering

Thursday, June 10th, 2010

I am a recovering 15 year old female. What am I recovering from? Suicide! For the past few years, I’ve been suicidal and didn’t think things would get better. Man, was I wrong. When my boyfriend stepped into my life, I just knew things were getting better. He is the love of my life and [...]

i dont want to think this way

Wednesday, May 26th, 2010

what is wrong with me??

My Story…

Monday, May 24th, 2010

The first time I had suicidal thoughts was when I was 8 years old.  At the same time I lost all faith in God that I may have had.  I knew something was wrong, but being so young I didn’t know exactly what it was.  In those days child abuse wasn’t talked about and I never [...]

Habitual Disease~

Wednesday, May 19th, 2010

“I really don’t see the point, in all of this, anymore. Things would be better if I just ended it. I think I might…”

Choose Life – It’s too hard to die

Saturday, May 15th, 2010

I am a suicide survivor. Three times I have tried and failed. They weren’t the kind of failures where I wanted to fail. They were real.
The 1st time it happened, I was 18 (I’m 26 now). After years of abuse from my father, I came to the end of the road. I was running away [...]

writer with no voice

Monday, May 10th, 2010

You write down how you feel. but people dont really know how hurt you are cause they cant hear your voice the tune the stutter the pain. suicide is the right thing to do.

Those people…

Saturday, May 8th, 2010

What’s their problem?
What do they know?
It might not seem like a big deal to them,
but maybe it’s because they don’t know the full story
and haven’t been through anything close to as heart breaking as it.
Some kid comes up to me and says “When someone gets bad grades they cut themselfs or for any stupid pointless [...]

The beginning

Friday, May 7th, 2010

I clutched at my open self-inflicted wounds around my arms, while walking to hospital accompanied by Sally. I was ashamed at the time to show these signs of weakness in public.
It was the end of the line for me I thought but little did I know, it was just the beginning. . . Here is [...]

my suicidal tales

Wednesday, May 5th, 2010

i have been depressed for years…since i was 11 and started middle school. god knows, it started with ‘voices’. that’s the lie i’ve told everyone and to this day it haunts me how i can look someone straight in the face and tell a dark and deep lie.
many attempts were made…all included pills of some [...]

Getting it from all sides

Sunday, May 2nd, 2010

The children would not stop arguing,My husband was always arguing with them as well as well as him gambling all our money.so much so that it wasn’t until 3 days before Xmas that i could go out and buy presents and food even then Xmasdinner was a chicken. My mother was finding it hard to care [...]