Archive for the 'Suicidal Survivors' Category

Saturday, January 21st, 2012

I attempted suicide by sleeping pills a few years ago. I vomited them up, and remained sick for several days thereafter. I hate the fact that I’m a suicide survivor. I wish it would have worked.

I’m really tired of this lofe I have. Fuck my spelling

Saturday, January 21st, 2012

I have been irritated off and on like a bipolar fuck, no patience in the world mainly because my dad’s too much of a tight ass to let me spend one fucking day with my cousins because their mom is never home yet my other aunts and uncle live there too but no getting through [...]

this is one of my stories, the one i feel most guilty for

Wednesday, January 18th, 2012

i have had many suicide attempts, and i will share them all eventually, but this is one of the more recent ones, and it is the one that disturbs me most.. i had been feeling bad for a while, things were getting on top of me, i was living with my boyfriend in a really [...]

Clueless.

Saturday, January 14th, 2012

Hey, I do not know what to say really. I’ve been on the brink of suicide for quite a while I am very anxious so you may get confused while reading. I have been on this site since last year, and I am depressed. I have little energy to live. Now do me one favor. [...]

Don’t Give Up

Friday, January 13th, 2012

I’ll get to the point. A last year, in the same week, both my girlfriend dumped me and my best friend since 3rd grade died. I had nothing. I attemped suicide twice. I’m still in severe depression. But that’s not what I’m here to say. It gets better. I’m slowly starting to come out of [...]

Hi…

Friday, January 13th, 2012

I just registered for this site, like, literally five minutes ago, and I must say, I’m still a little overwhelmed that a website like this even exists (in a good way(I think)). I guess I’ll just say it… approximately eight months ago, I tried to kill myself. I’ve been struggling with severe clinical depression since [...]

At the breaking point

Thursday, January 12th, 2012

Looking through others’ stories, I know my situation and emotions are not unique. I’m also acutely aware that I could be a lot worse off than I am.  Sometimes I see my depression as self-pity.  Maybe it is.  None of it changes that when I lost my job this week — the only good thing [...]

Did I damage myself?

Thursday, January 12th, 2012

The last day or so, I’ve become seriously concerned that when I tried to kill myself, I really did injure myself cognitively in some fashion.  That I’ve inflicted some permanent damage to my brain.  I have no idea how long I was unconscious.  Now I’m torn, do I try to recover, or do I finish [...]

Sometimes you can succeed …Even when you don’t believe

Thursday, January 12th, 2012

Some here that “know” me know I love dogs … hence my “name” – Dawg – I take in older, unadoptable and handicapped/damaged dogs that no one wants. I have a few that are permanent residents and I try to foster one or two that  have no place to go or that need a temporary [...]

Living, doesn’t mean alive </3

Tuesday, January 10th, 2012

I am a 14 year old boy. I am in a town that is full of judgmental rednecks… my life feels like hell… i wake up, go to school, and pray i don’t have to go home. I have been dead on the inside for a year and a half.. before that i was half dead. i know  you [...]