This quote is in several articles online about happiness. “First, your brain adjusts feelings of happiness downward after you’ve reached some goal or other. It regulates the good feelings, presumably so that you have motivation to reach the next goal instead of just lounging by the pool for the rest of your days. “ Which can sort [...]

I’ve been cutting myself for a while and I can’t take living anymore My boyfriend saw his dad get killed and i don’t know how to act around him now that I know because he thinks he’s a waste to the world and a few nights ago he stabbed himself and it’s the day that [...]

It seems as if though everything is getting better but I don’t know….. I am still sad…. Yet, I am happy too now. My so called “friend” is going around and saying that I’m knocked up… I can’t take more rumors…. I feel like breaking down and crying… I don’t know what to do anymore… [...]

I have no emotions.  Just chemical reactions in my brain and body acting and reacting to internal/external stimuli and previous experiences. I have no consciousness.   Just bioelectric and biochemical activity that gives the perception of self awareness. I have no desire.  Just instinct honed by evolution for the species to survive as a whole and [...]

Another thing i noticed about getting through depression is the opposite of what i have been told. I’ve been told not to dwell on the past aspects of your life. I have dwelled for an entire yr. It ran its course and i was severly depressed. I took many online tests where the end result [...]

Wamth of the sun beaming down to encourage growth and strength. Cool breeze of the wind curls and carouses around the body cooling the soul. Rain bursts from the cloud cover and washes the grit away. Grass as green as a novice carpeting the ground and tickling the toes. Trees tall and majestic reaching up [...]

My last day online will be 05/31/2012. My last actual day … not soon enough.  And if anyone tries to pull that stuff that someone did with Biscuit on here, it is not going to work with me so do not waste your time. A few more weeks and I’ll be out of here.  One [...]

i hate my life because; a) i dont have friends. they dont want to be friends with someone that is suffering depression b) i have no one i can trust. c) i ruined everyones lives. d) i am stupid. e) i am so far behind in school. i am 2 month behind in school work. [...]

So … I was reading the comments and someone (I think emptyness7) said she’d seen so much suffering and evil in the world … so have I … lots … I’m arguably one of the oldest on this site so yeah … I’ve seen a WHOLE lot of bad shit. but also I’ve seen a [...]

End Of Time Back in January, i really realized that my life really sucked. Im an overweight 15 year old girl in 9th grade. I always hated myself in middle school because it felt like i didn’t fit in with anybody. And it felt like nobody liked me. Then, the bullying started. In 7th grade [...]