Please give advice: Do counselors help you at all during times of loss, like 2 years ago? I was told that i sleptwalked down the stairs and was found with a knife in my hand. That was after my big sister ran away and we were told that she died while crossing the highway. I [...]

Chapter Two of my story, which began with, “On Wednesday Night, I broke.” On Friday, December 2, I attempted suicide.  I hung myself by my neck with a cable TV coax strung through a metal shelf.  I failed, because I was startled by an unexpected sensation of falling.  I told my wife, and she called [...]

I grew up an average child, but gradually becoming more and more overweight as I grew. I talk to people about this, very few people I might add, but they keep giving me the same bullshit answer. “It gets better.” Well, I don’t think it’s getting better after 3 fucking years! I started cutting 3 [...]

Well I’m not sure how much more I can take. The feelings of everyone person hating me for anything is hurting so bad that it feels like I can’t even breathe. The verbal abuse at home and at work is just to much. I know that sounds stupid but it’s constant all day every day. [...]

i’m staring at this blank page waiting to type something but ii have no idea what but i have so much to tell about..so i guess i’ll just start telling. I’m a girl 15 and last year i tried to commit suicide by cutting my wrists,I survived . I have scars on my wrists and [...]

i drag myself from my bed, from the warmth of my room, from the safty of my house. and go to what i call my living hell. i pull up. park my car take a deep breath and put a fake smile on my face. all i think is i dont belong in the day [...]

December 17th, 2011 at 2:31 am im not sure what to say other than i know all your going thru seems like alot right now but life will get better for you it will just take time.  I offer this to you becouse i dont want you to kill yourself, wich puzzles me becouse i [...]

It is sad that now I don’t feel like I’m a “human” anymore, or want to be associated with a being called “human”. I mostly hate humanity nowadays, and have become a Misanthrope, and disillusioned as well with this so-called “real world”. it sucks, and Humanity, though I used to believe it has so much [...]

I don’t know where to go from here. The last year has been absolute hell for me, and in ways yes i am being selfish, everyones had their hard times, but somehow i don’t seem to handle it quite as good as they have. I have lost a good friend to suicide, another friend to [...]

7pm on Jan 2, 2012. I’m alone, in my room – lights off. Just me, and the music I’m listening to. This is the first time I’ve felt.. alone in a long time. I thought I had gotten use to the feeling. But no, apparently not. My Grandpa is in his room – right across [...]