Archive for the 'Suicidal Survivors' Category

“True love ~ Broken Dreams”

Monday, April 30th, 2012

“True love ~ Broken dreams” -Hai, my name is Peter Alesana also other’s would like to call me Petii. I’m going to share a story about broken dreams, the human mentally capacity of fighting for your loved one, for your dreams, shattered lost soul, never endless suffering, a story what will encourage you to stand up and keep [...]

i ruined everyones lives

Monday, April 30th, 2012

kso lately i feel like i ruined everyones lives. i ruined my moms life because she had to have me when she was 16 and drop out of school and couldnt become a nurse like she wanted. but she did go back and finish high school. 10 yrs later. i ruined my dads because, well [...]

Titled?

Sunday, April 29th, 2012

I don’t know what to do, I can’t seem to keep going like this, it has been 10 years in a slow descent into oblivion, it hurts so much now just to wake up, but I can’t do it, it would hurt others, and that would be selfish of me. My best friend A, has [...]

the Symptom Bearer

Saturday, April 28th, 2012

the Symptom Bearer he sat angrily in his room, alone. He could hear them all talking downstairs. He knew they were all talking about him, it was always him! Always your fault they chided him, you ruin everything. In his family of 2 sisters and 2 brothers he was always the one in trouble, poor [...]

I cant do this anymore

Friday, April 27th, 2012

Hello SP. I have met alot of great people on this site, some were in serious trouble and some just needed someone to listen. And up until now it was always me doing the counseling and i think i have helped most of the new friends i have made. But a new friend has helped me [...]

Why….?

Friday, April 27th, 2012

I am just sitting here and I just randomly start crying… I wanna just cut or kill myself so that I don’t cry anymore…. I hate crying…. I grew up learning that it was wrong to cry and that we couldn’t talk about anything… So I don’t talk to anyone about it… I wish that [...]

Medicine Doesn’t Always Help

Friday, April 27th, 2012

Every doctor pretty much makes it seem as though if you take this medicine, everything will get better. Sadly, that ain’t the truth. I have been taking medicine since I was in 6th grade and look at me. I am STILL depressed and I STILL have a lot of anxiety and anger. Can medicine really [...]

Happiness could be just around the corner

Friday, April 27th, 2012

I had my first psychiatrist appointment Wednesday. After three long years of suffering, I was finally diagnosed with depression,given anti depressents and told I need counseling. I cant express how much of a relief it is, even if my mom kept crying after it. Im still in pain from how I hurt him and i [...]

For The LGBTI

Friday, April 27th, 2012

I know that it is hard being Gay, Lesbian, Bi-sexual, Transgender, or Intersex. I know because I am bi-sexual. My family and most of the people I know don’t understand how it is and don’t really accept me. They think that it is wrong and that I should be straight because it the the “right” [...]

Help me…

Friday, April 27th, 2012

Last week was my second time trying to commit suicide… I was crying and couldn’t stop because I felt unloved and unwanted. My self-confidence dropped to 0% and I couldnt talk to anyone about it. I felt as if no one understood what i was going through. My left arm is permanently scarred all the [...]