fter to day n shit nothings looking good i feel like iv goy nothing no frends nothing no fags nothing
alone
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no frends
fter to day n shit nothings looking good i feel like iv goy nothing no frends nothing no fags nothing
alone
frigtend
no frends
okay this has nothing to do with suicide i just need to get this out you don’t have to read if ya don’t want to.
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So my bff likes this guy and he’s amazing he’s taller than me (I’m 5’9 in the seventh grade) and he loves all the music I do, he connects with me, and we never get bored of eachother when we talk… it’s clear that i like him too. and I realllllyyy really like him, and I think he likes me (he always stares at me and smiles when I come and talk to him and smiles whenever he sees […]
right ill explane thers a amercn who has just come to are school for gcses FOT resons unkonwn to me and beeing a all boy school evrey time shes arownd evrey one acts like thave never see girl befor but as this grue old that startid to bulley her and this must hve gon to far because today she was in the boy lav crying her eyes out and cuting so i lock the door and put my mate out side to stop people coming in
“fuck off”
“love im not going to do aney thing to you nor am i going aney were till you tell me whats up” i […]
To be honest all I want to do right now is die, and I feel this way every time things get hard for me because everything around me starts to get affected like my health,school work,etc. Right now I’m not doing too well in school I guess because  I’m feeling worse and when I see a bad grade I just feel like I don’t care because everything isn’t alright silly I know but I am doing work just not as much effort. I remember searching for ways to treat my depression everything to the symptoms  and  saying I’d deal with it on my own […]
I am glad I found this site. I am relieved at being able to express my feelings here. It’s bad that so many people are in such deep pain, like me… But it is good to know that people here understand this deadly pain. You are special to me. You who keep this site running. You who offer to talk personally. Especially you on the Chat whom I have a special place in my heart. Thank you for the happiness. I truly love you for you.
Stay Real
thes songs help me throw time hope that you find the same cofort that i have
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADgCYjAtRUY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3PSX6ogpFY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uW88_nkEw9A
love you xx
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCnf2IFglDs
He left me for a 16 year old. together for 5 years. been through everything imaginable. He asked if I would be okay dating him if he was with her too. He wants two girlfriends. says he can’t lose me but he’s going to pursue her. He even shows me the sweet texts they send each other.
I said I would be okay with it.
I would be the other girl. as long as he paid more attention to me.
It’s been two days and he hasn’t called or returned my texts. So I’m done now. I was not in the mental state to be […]
no matter how hard i try to succeed i ALWAYS fail. I revise solidly then when the grades come up? FAIL making me slip into suicide thoughts deeper…what if i just ended my life..how easy would it be ? death…although they say death is easy..that seems a pretty good way to go in contrast to this tough life- never ending cycle of hardwork and disappointment compared to being forever asleep..no pain..no tears.
3 loves lost and im going on
3 times blown away by hating eye
cos girls thay travel in packs like wolves
and like wolves that snap at all that come nere
and unless some one can magically here
the sownd of braking hearts
and a boy is dumpt not just byu the girl but by the pack
dont get me wong im not puting a wole sex down
cos nice girls travel alone
thay set them selfs aside
from all nere by
ter for not picking up the ill tids
of hatrid and crultey
gosip and banter
are some of the simtoms to date
but its all a liy of smies as a nice boy gos biy
so dont fall for the […]
I enjoy reading the conversations and posts people put up. This is one big community. Even though we’re “depressed” and “suicidal” we’re still able to make a nice family. Even though something else brought us together, we’re still intertwined.
YOU ARE A MISTAKE!!!
YOU ARE A MISTAKE!!
YOU ARE A FAT, STUPID, UGLY GIRL!!
WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE IN GODS NAME??
JUST DIE!!
THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU, FUCKING *****!!
The voice in my head. That evil devil. That little devil that’s inside me, that’s part of me. It won’t go away, it’s so much stronger than me. She tells me what to do and what not to do, she let me think evil things. It may ound like she is a little monster and yes, she is, but she is also the thing that makes me feel safer, better and […]
die die they say for me to die.
no I’m better than that. you can’t make me.
they say cry, cry emo freak cry.
I cry when I want to, I don’t want to cry for you.
Bleed. bleed emo girl bleed.
I already am…
*********************I wonder what death is like… i feel it would be eternal sleep, that what we humans classify as heaven and hell would translate into eternal dreaming and eternal nightmares….. hmmm
Over the years of my life people have trusted me with their secrets. Their own stories. Just holding them can put stress on a person, so I decided to share them with whoever is willing to read. I will not use names nor describe the physival apearance of that person.
First, a friend of mine had told me that her mother had been raped during the summer of 2012. She told me it was by someone very close and she is still going to therapy. Although she is recovering from the whole experience, she is making progress. She was not afraid of speaking up (which is […]
Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I’ve walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.
Hi, I dont know who to talk to or who to open up to because my pain is my pain. And no one can ease that pain. I sit here and I think that the people that said they love me or care for me but where are they now. It’s true, I’m going to be alone and no one to cry to or tell me we are going to get through this together. W hy have these men come into my life and took that one thing I CHERISHED. Therevare times whereby I just want to find that one blade that will end my […]
False praise kills. Â I am told often that I am talented blah, blah blah. Â I can’t believe this. Â To do so would be arrogant. Â My inner circle does tell the truth. Â Significant other does not touch me because I am too fat for his liking. Â I was a size 00 when we met. Â I now wear a 2. Â He says he can only love me if I am thin and blonde. Â He says I am stupid. Â I’m in a doctoral program because at one time I wanted to prove to him that I was not as stupid as he says I am. Â Â There are […]
everyday when i wake up, i feel my heart is being squeezed , it hurts so much that i cant take it anymore, just want to go back to sleep and never wake up. i feel so empty all the time
i have 2 rifles and a shotgun leaning against the wall, when i wake up i feel hurt and i stare at death against the wall, until im ready to accept it, i want to live and see the future, but i just cant stand feeling this way any longer, im afraid of waking up tomarrow, afraid that ill land a rifle round in my […]
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