i know i’m not suicidal, yet i am going through a tough timje, and i need to tell someone.
My mom and i never get along, today was one of the worst cases of our arguments. It started off just as usual, she forces me to do my chores, i argue back, then the argueing continues. In the end she basically told me she wanted me to go live wiht my dad( they are divorced).”if you keep acting this way, then maybe i do want you to live with your father full time”-mom. And once when i was about 10 we had a horrible fight and she told me she wanted to put me up for adoption. And she slaps me often too. Ever since her and my dad split up about 6 months ago we have been fighting non stop. but it really started when i was a kid, i was annoying and no one liked me. My brothers just told me they hated me today. And i know, i live in a nice community and i have some friends, and on the outside i lkook fine. I get good grades, have a decent amount of money, and my family acts like they care. But inside my house when no guests are over, me and my mom are constantly argueing. And i can’t take it anymore. She blames me for everything, and my brothers hate me too. What should i do ?
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My love i can relate to in all of ways and a lot ways different.. it started when i was ten too but i was suicidal around 12.. i know my mom had so much anger and hate for me because i was always crying and and had alot of anger for her too.. i have 2 other siblings one younger which didnt really understand but i also have an older one which would say the most hurt shit and gain up on me with my mom. So i felt unwanted trapped and no one would hear me out. I felt so alone, and like you had friends but not the close kind which i could talk to and not feel judged. But my point is to you because this post isnt about me…. is that hope you dont feel the same way i do and that im hear to listen to you and youre arent and wont be alone!