I know what its like

I know how u all feel i want to kill myself since i have a sister and brother whos disable he kicks bites cuts me and if i do anytrhing bk at him i just get sent out of the room or wacked and my sister does my head in all the time she im so depressed and im only 12 and havent lived fully yet and yet i wish i was dead i get abused by my family like they forse me do all the things i dont want do and scream at me i get shouted at all the time on cristmas and i cant go on hoilday only been out of england 2 times i just i want to murder m family or myself cause i cant take anymore of it even having a child cycoliest whos not doing much at all my friends have ago at me for jokes i do even when they do it techer keep sending me out for things i dont do and i get the blame i stay up all night puching my self when my family asleep i have scrares on my body from a 6year old life for me not worth living and other people still have it better want to kill myself but part wants kill my family and some of it stops me from doing that but breaking things and throwin lost my voice 9 times now for shouting wish i could die then fthat show em how i really feel…