I few weeks ago when i was at my friends house my ex-boyfriend was over there hanging out. Im not supposed to be around him because about year ago my parents found out that i had sex with him. Well my mom was on her way to get me from my friends house so i was saying by to her and my ex-boyfriend. I had went to give him a kiss on the cheek and when i leaned in we had kissed. The guilt had got to me and i finally decide to tell my current boyfriend. I kinda bent the truth a little because im so deep in love with him so i dont know what i would do if i lost him. He got really upset of course. But today, someone sent me an e-mail saying that they knew the real truth and my boyfriend ended up finding out about it. We having been going out for almost 8months and it wiuld be so hard for me to lose him. We were on the phone and he made me tell him the real whole truth. So after the conversation he said that he was breaking-up with me. I felt INCREDIBLY horrible. I really want o cut myself right now…i have been crying my eyes out all day. I dont know what to do anymore.