Men know what its like. Losing your job can be devistating. Two years ago August, I lost my job. Having two children and a wife to support, it is very difficult to face life everyday. Each day, I begin with looking through the want ads…then callling to see if I can schedule some informational interviews. Almost two years of this and nothing. I decided that I needed to return to school to complete my degree, but now I sit in a classroom full children who are young enough to be my children. I wonder if my family would be better off without me. Atleast they would get the life insurance money…I would make it look like an accident. I am really at a lose. God has granted my this life (what a gift), but I have failed Him, my wife, and my children.