You know — my marriage and my job are both in trouble, but I know I can navigate these problems…….. there’s nothing that wrong with my life. And there’s nothing that wrong with me.
And sometimes I feel happy.
But no matter what problems I navigate, there are always just more. I can really see that life is never going to “work out”. It will always be a struggle. Any happiness I feel is temporary and unsatisfactory. It never outweighs the struggle.
And I’m just so tired of struggling.
I read all of these “anti-suicide” posts on the web. None of them really address the fact that life — everyone’s life — is really painful. Why shouldn’t we just decide that we’ve had enough?