I have suffered from depression all my life. It wasn’t until age 34 that i was finally diagnosed with Bipolar II. I first tried to kill myself when i was 20 yo. Then I went into a drunken and medicated rage when i was 34. I attempted suicide 5 times during a 2 year period. Fortunately my life has turned around and I love life now. I haven’t done this by myself. I have a wonderful psychiatrist that has literally saved my life. I also have a therapist that has saved me from myself. I just wanted to share this and hope it can help someone..