I’m Sorry

Promise that you won’t cry when I die, as you read this know that when the story ends so will my pain… I am sitting in my bed with my shotgun to my head, Crying, Screaming out load” God please watch over my kids as they have no protector now ” I thought of many ways : I could take alot of pills , I could slice my wrists , smash my truck over a bridge, but none of those ways are 100 %, so as I sit in bed I read a letter my Dad wrote me just before he put a shotgun to his head. IREALIZE the best way is to be just like my Father. I just finished writing my last letter. I just said my last prayer. I close my eyes knowing that I want to Die , I put the shotgun against my temple counting down from ten when I get to one I will hit send and then pull the TRIGGER , I’m Sorry !!!! “TEN……….NINE………EIGHT……..SEVEN…….SIX……FIVE…..FOUR….THREE…TWO..ONE……………………………………………………………………………………………………