I don’t understand the World much anymore. It’s fucked up, and everything bites. It’s like depression clings to everything. Why? I was hoping you could tell me. Even the people I care about look at me differently now. I can’t keep going… I Just want the pain to stop. No matter what I do, I always hurt people who care about me. What if I could stop that too? It would be so easy… So quick… And then all over… And yet I’m forced to keep going for some unknown reason. Why can’t I just stop? Is Satan punishing me or something? Everything is gone. The world feels so empty and hollow… why can’t someone save me from the walking hell that is my life?