The moment we are born, we begn to die. So why live a life, where the world only cares about themselves and nobody else?
If the world only cares about themselves, and I don’t care about myself…who WILL care for me? I just want to be loved, and not feel alone. I wish I could get away from this place that I call home. My life isn’t tragic, and it isn’t the best. I just wish that I could help those really poor, sad, needy people. Helping others can keep my mind off my own selfish thoughts.
I was never raped, or really abused. I am not smart, I don’t have a future, my family is a load of hypocrites and I am the black sheep of them all. I have no reason to feel this way. I am an ungrateful brat who should just go away. I wish I could end it all, but I really don’t want to. I just want someone to be there. Someone to care. Someone to show me this life IS worth living.
How can there ever be hope? When we all die we’re going to hell. There is nothing to ever look forward to. I am a stupid idiot who will never amount to anything, will never be the best at anything, will never be smart enough, or pretty enough, I will just never be enough.