HI,all you can call me NENe and im 14years old and im dealing with depression right now and am taking medicine for it but it doesnt seem to be helping me very much..When i was 13years old i started thinking about suicide because all of the problems i was going through that i had caused all by myself.Well nothing worked now when i go over to my Grandmas house i would take about 3 or 4 tylenol PMs and sleeping medicine even though i have a heart but condition and i would think that since i had a heart condition all of these pills would affect my heart and kill me faster but i would alwys wake up and be very tired and feel even worse than i did before..Well even to this day i am still dealing with to much for me to handle and i am STRONGLY considering suicide but am afriad of what my little brother will think when he gradutes high school and is wondering where his big sister is to see what he has accomplished.Well all i know is that whoever is reading this should pray for me and hope for the best..and i am still working on my suicide note
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I am praying for you. You’re too young to say that life is over. Things can get better. I’m not saying that life is wonderful or you have so much to live for. I don’t know your situation. But you are a child. If I had actually commited suicide every time I thought about it, as a teenager, I would have died a 1000 deaths by now. I would have missed some good times.
Talk to anyone that you can. Tell them that you have more than you can handle alone. Tell a teacher or counselor if you have nobody in your family.
Once you’ve committed suicide, you don’t think or feel, so the little brother thing won’t matter. As for the meds, if they’re not killing, you might want to try something else.
Im fifteen and im with you. I was diagnosed wih depression about a year ago.
Ive been suicidal for a long time but i cant bring mysel to do it. I dont want to hurt my family more than i already have. Please dont kill yourself because you are to young. I wont if you wont ok?
Most people get depression around that age, I guess. If I was braver, I would’ve been dead when I was 12. Just so you know, these problems might not be that much of a problem. It’s your hormones screwing you up. I thought it was a big deal when I was 12, I wrote a ‘will’ and I tried to kill myself, but I only fainted and now I’m in another school and things are better here.
I hope it’ll work out for you, because it did for me.