New look

So I’m trying to have a new outlook on life. After recently getting my heartbroken i’m trying to bounce back fast. I’m going to go visit a friend this weekend…I really just need to get out of my home town for a little bit. The one thing that worries me is…everytime i’m doing great something happens and i’m back into a hole. The other thing that worries me is next time i get this depressed i’m actually going to try something….the only reason I haven’t tried anything latley is because of the people in my life, but slowly ive seen them leave. and its easier said then done….way easier….any advice???