Sadness is one of the many things that is written about here, but should this cause (unintentional) physical pain? Sometimes when I do have a good moment and notice all things good, I get this heavy feeling in my chest and it sort of hurts. Its like a small bruise and it makes me feel sad and scared. Should such a thing exist? It brings me more pain then ever imagined, makes me cry at night and spoils every happy moment I’ve ever had and replaces it with sadness and fear. It makes me feel ‘heavy’ but oh so very empty and unfulfilled.
Is this just some random hurt or is it something more
crossing my heart and darkening my soul
with hopes I will feel it no more