I dont know what to do. I am 13 years old and I dont know if I can take it anymore. My parents are divorced, my dad has anger issues and yells a lot. I feel like I have to protect my step brother and step sister because my step mom doesn’t do anything. My step mom gets stressed and takes her anger out on me. My mom is also stressed and takes her anger out on me. At school I try to be friends with everyone but everyone just ignores me and whispers behind my back about how I smell and how ugly I am. My heart has been crushed twice by both of the girls I liked. I just don’t know what to do. I want to die. I cant talk to my mom because she will just get angry with me, I cant get a psychologist because they cost money and I feel so helpless. I feel like that even if I died no one would care I had gone. I have a moderate to extreme case of depression diagnosed by my psychologist my mom no longer lets me see. I just dont want to do this anymore. This is the only place I can talk about this. It gives me a little bit of comfort that it’s just now me all alone in the world.