Just another day

  March 26th, 2009 by BarryB

It saddens me to see these young kids considering suicide as an option.  You have a long time left to live and you’ve got rampant hormones.  You need to ride it out and see what the future provides.

Sadly I have seen what the future provided and now that I’m 45, I’m not sure I want to continue.  I’m going on my second divorce.  I haven’t had a sex life in 20 years.  I spent 10 of those years looking for the right woman and 10 of them married to the wrong woman.  The prime of my life has passed me by and I got robbed.

The promise of youth is gone and I have no prospects for the future.  I have a job and a house but my life is empty.  All I wanted was a lifetime passionate affair with one woman and I’ve failed.  My main goal at this point is to survive long enough to settle my divorce so my heirs get the property I have left.  I’ve got a 13 year old dog and when he goes, I’m going to have to seriously think about going with him.

I don’t have anything left in front of me.

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