im not a bad person why does nobody treat me with respect, the only thing i ever do is try and help people and i get hurt for it im failing in college and i cant catch up im realy not in the mood for living right now maybe the next lifetime
people dont seem to like me all i get is grief and insults people prejudging me thinking you wont like this its not your thing, how would you know are you inside my head and if you are howcome your not as confused as i am all i wanted was to be a policeman to help anyone and everyone who needed help but im failing in college and that dreams fading day by day the more i try the more i fail i can’t seem to get the motivation its taken me over an hour to get this far i just cant be bothered anymore nobody would careif i where to die my brother is moving his ***** of a girlfriend in so hes probably going to want the bigger room aka mine im causing many arguements because of my failings in college and people dont like the way i am people love to hate me i have been over a year without a gf probably for lack of trying but is still mkes you feel down i have been told by my close friends i have multiple personalities and im poor and thats just the tip of a very large iceberg the worst part is i am madly in love with a girl who just likes me as a friend she knows my feelings and still plays with my mind i have felt like killing myself on numeous occasions i just never got around to doing it but im getting closer every day
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It’s okay, ur a victem to love. The girl isn’t being very nice to you. I know this is very hard, (I’m going through it right now) but working to not like the girl is the key. I know you may not want to but she will destroy you if you don’t. Start looking for her flaws, let them get to you, one day, she’ll be notmal enough to even be your best friend maybe. Work hard in college, I know you think you do but I bet you’re not giving a 100% anyone who feels as much as you do can’t be that stupid, stupid enough to fail outtta school. Someone I assure you will be very hurt if you killed youself, you just don’t realize it. You also don’t NEED a gf to be an awesome person, sure it will be great to have one but it’s ok. Multi personality people are COOL! R U serious?? I’m like bipolar and my best friend LOVES me because of that don’t let people who don’t UNDERSTAND and say that they ‘Understand’ take you down with them, you live strong with your own life….k? Sure saying it easy isn’t it? Well you know what I’m going through the same thing. My boyfriend that I’ve loved very much for a whole year and gone out with him, messed up yet again, cheated on me with my ex-‘friend’ and acts like he did nothing and had the nerve to try to confort me when I was crying because, no becuase of him, but becuase I keep messin up with people even when I don’t do a single thing wrong and they let me down. It just hurts you know? BUt I’m getting over him, and I’m kinda friends with him…even though that may be weird, but we used to be friends before he asked me out. Anyways, hope I helped.
i wont to enter this site because i’m not happy person with anyything they have done to me i; not happy i need gelp
all i need is help
coz i’m the kind of girl
that i dont talk
it’s by ofhand
youchka,
did I get it right that you are unable to speak, from birth?
All you could is to communicate by hands?
Just focus on college… I know you are feeling bad but try to catch up. Nuff said.
No ones going to see this because its 2 years too late. I just needed to comment this sounds like near exactly what im dealing with right now.