i hate life..everything is going wrong. i really want to die. i have lost everyone important to me..school sucks..home life..it isn’t even home. i wish i could just slit my rises. but my girlfriend spitt in my left eye.it burned. i mad sum, bade choses.my mother calls me bad names.I hear my step dad talk about me behind my back to my own mom.My ex gurlfrend used me for sex.she told me she loved me only for my booty.she called me pathetic and that if i wanted to kill myself i should go ahead and get it over with.that she never wanted to see my jew face again.i already cute but its not enough to deal with the pain.i tried pills but it didnt work.i gotta go bye. help me end this lie…whats the most greatest way to death?
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I know how you fell my 17 year olds brothers freind who is 18 and tryed to rape me twice. each time i would crawl away beaten if you need to talk here is my email. Mickeyclay@ymail.com or mickey-2015-12@live.com. i will help you. btw i am only twelve but have gone true many horrible things
Just hold on. I know that sounds lame but i swear your life will get better.
if you need to talk email me at jlynne009@yahoo.com
Sigh, I hear your pain and I have lived it. We are very fragile, us humans and in the face of adversity sometimes we care little about the person we should care most about… ourselves.
The cutting is la release and feels good because you have never found a better avenue to release the pain. The pain brings you emotions other then the fear of your life and you focus only on it …Jogging is a lot less painful my friend and leaves no scars. Walking will give you fresh air, a new outlook and breathing space. Find a place all your own in the world in nature and delight in the wonders of the world. Volunteer in a palliative care ward to understand why people struggle to keep their last breath. Help in a soup kitchen and see why even the down and out want to live. Build a home with habitat for humanity… and I am not kidding. Giving of your heart is a healing process like no other.
You need to know that there are people who care. I do. I read what you wrote and I care. The negative thoughts that you have are surrounding you like a shroud of negativity. Let yourself heal. Talk to people you care about and do not shut out your mother. Then open your heart and mind to love and life and truly live your ultimate life, to the best of your potential. By living the ultimate life, dying naturally will be the ultimate death.
These are the words I have have learned to live by. Happiness is a choice and I now choose to be happy. Give life a chance, please. Good luck finding your path.