I am not sure if I wish to stay alive any longer, once I had freinds, but they are all gone now.
I am never together with someone I am always alone, but there also is another reason for me to die.
I does for some reason want to se what comes after live, what happens, if there is any greater mening with all this! What is the reason that we are here?! WHY ARE WE HERE!
In 4-5 years I have been alone in my class, never any one to talk to, or anything. I am beginning to be tired of it all. I dont see the meaning of me sitting all alone never speaking to any one! … well i have a few persons which i talks too
I somehow forgot how it feels to have freinds, to have fun, and most important … I cant get a girl freind, I am too shy to say anything to them, who the hell wants a boy- freind which is just sitting and looking at them without saying anything!!!
plz help me before i do something stupid :'(
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You know what, I feel the same way as you do sometimes. I think we experience the same things. But I guess I can cope with that feeling really well and I can make peace of it….Please contact me if you want to talk or share…harry_twist@hotmail.com
i do you how you feel, not from a guy prespective, but from a girl one, ever wana talk to someone you can email me : )
handy665@aol.com
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As the others have said, I know how you feel. I am a girl, but I question why any boy- or girl- would ever want to date me. I have few friends, and I would more call them acquaintances. If you want to tell me about your day, ask me a question, or even just talk about life, I’m there.
kougazluvr@gmail.com
hey.
you asked why we are here. what actually caught my eye on your message though..was you asking what comes after life.
for about a year now ive been suicidal. havent yet done anythign Too drastic yet. obviously im still here. actually this monday i wanted to kill myself. really badly.
kinda besides the point though. because i got through it. i dont know close youve gotten to death. but at some point you start really thinking about what comes after it. and you realize, its nothing. nothing. absolutely nothing. i mean, you can belive in an afterlife, or heaven. no biggy go ahead, i may believe in that also im not sure. but what i do know is that…eventually you will die.
it just doesnt have to be today
or tomorrow.
wait it out. because thinking about death isnt the scary thing. dying isnt even the scary thing. at least not for me.
scary thing, is the emptyness i see and can feel will come after.
think about it.
i’d love to email with you as well.
outdinsun@yahoo.com
please email me if you want to talk. idk if you were looking for a guys perspective though..cause im a girl sorry haha
I believe you disappear after death, your energy goes into the earth and your body turns to dirt, I am not a believer of god, and I’m kinda glad cause I don’t think I’ll ever be happy even in a place called ‘heaven’ Sounds to me you’re shy but you aren’t pushing hard enough to make friends. Look in the crowd, find someone who may be nice, don’t be clingy, say hi or something, when they respond in a nice way, ask a question about what they are doing, if they are just standing there maybe say something like “hey, you look bored,” or like “you ok?” show you care, be nice, something will work out. Don’t be discouraged by mean kids, those kids are just scared they’ll be ‘loserish’, it’s ok. There are people who konw popular kids can be absolute idiots. Good luck.
Hi, I have the same trouble with you as before. Well, it takes me seriously quite a few years to get over it. After all, there are many people like you and me out there in the world who are like that. I mean I know how it feels to be lonely at times without people to talk to, but sooner I feel quite contented because I realized I have more freedom to do whatever things I want.I feel that social needs are important , but they are not as important as knowing who you are, knowing how to love yourself and cultivating your hobbies………………… Ultimately, I believe that we are here because we are given no choice but a life…… and since I have only a life, and life itself may not have an inherent meaning, why not make the best out of it……Hope that you can embrace and accept yourself. Every life has its flaws. Good luck !
This is my scenario i think is a bit similar to yours but a little worse, i have only two real friends and they are all EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL in life, one is a famous DJ and the other one is an ultra popular magazine model, when i go out with them, i have free drinks, free drugs, free tickets, free everything … but to be honest, i can’t enjoy because I’m always alone, despite i am tall muscular and not that ugly of face, I CAN’T get a girl, it seems like a Karma, i don’t even try anymore with them.
I think there are 3 basic things in life :
HEALTH = You have to be healthy, this is the priority.
MONEY = You have to have a little money, to live barely good and sometimes do things that you like.
LOVE = You have to have a good family, a few friends and a GIRL or a MAN whatever.
If you get/have all the above, you will be happy/normal again, i can’t assure you !
I don’t have a girl and doesn’t have a Girl is driving me mad, i am thinking very terrible things to do, i am not who i use to be, i am now always depressed, quiet, sad looking … I keep hopping everything change for me one day but i don’t think so and the way i’m going will end very BAD.