Every time I get a real good feeling about the right woman, I get shot down. Its always been “Your nothing”, “You don’t deserve her”, and such. And i’m really ready to just end my life. There’s no point in love or my life, im sick and tired of amounting to nothing. Being nothing is all I’ve ever been and all I ever will be. Every love has been a big f%#@ing dud, a flat line, another piece of me I just give away. I’ve been in this path of hate for 8 years now. And all its been is hate, anger, and depression. I see no point in existing now, my family would be better off, I would be too. All I am is a nuisance, an ungrateful piece of sh%t on this so called Earth. I believe my time has ended. Why live a life of something pointless?
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I know what you mean. I’ve lost my faith in love and to be honest I don’t know the point in life. I’m not ready to give up just yet though. I’d love to talk to you, if you wanted that is. Maybe we could figure out this whole ‘love’ thing together. I’d like to think there has to be SOMEONE out there for us. Maybe that’s wishful thinking but its worth a shot right? And I feel the same as you, that I’m a nuisance and an ungrateful piece of shit. I cannot stand myself most of the time. But I’ll keep this short, please email me if you ever need anything. I promise you I will respond back, even if its just talking about the weather.
email: harber_a@yahoo.com
Best of wishes.
I know what you mean. I’ve lost faith, hope, joy, ect. And I don’t really see the point in live either. I never really have. Maybe it’s just me, but I’ve been told many times that there is a person out there for someone. I’ve never believed it. But………..maybe it’s true. Also, I feel the same as you. I’m a nuisance and an ungrateful, selfish piece of sh#t. I can’t stand in myself at all. That must be something you, xrock2metalx, and I have in common. We all hate ourselves.
E-mail: hannahwaldron25@yahoo.com