I made up my mind today. I’m going to go through with it. Tomorrow my family will wake up to find me dead. There’s no hope left for me. Thank you to everyone that has tried to talk me out of this i appreciate your efforts but it wasn’t enough. I know I have to do this. I’m not afraid. I will try tonight and hopefully my plan works. If not, I’ll keep trying but if it does, I’ll see you on the other side.
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cocoabean,
what is the other side to you? if there is a better life that you could so easily get to, why don’t i go with you too?
there’s no better life that way cocoabean, really. you don’t have to kill yourself. please do not say that there is no hope for you, and then say that hopefully your plan will work. there is hope for you, i hope that your plan won’t work.
killing yourself won’t get you feeling any better, i promise. in fact, when you’re dead, you can’t feel anything. how can you feel better?
i read your other post from january. i’m sorry that your past has been like that. but please understand that it doesn’t mean your life is over.
the only real answer to your problem of pain is God. i don’t think i have as bad a story to share as you, but i know it doesn’t matter how bad your life is, God can help anyone.
will you please email me? i’d like to talk to you about Him, my email address is daniellopez2316@ymail.com and my AIM is k3tk3tk3t.
God won’t magically make your life instantly better, but if you grow in faith in Him, He will save you from this world.
thank you for reading.
There’s always hope. Hope isn’t a thing that runs out, hope is a thing that people decide to let go of. But it doesn’t run out. It doesn’t even go away, it’s right there next to you waiting for you to grab ahold of it and embrace it again.
I know this is painful, but please consider that this is part of a down cycle for you and that there is a good possibility that you will feel better tomorrow.
Won’t you be relieved when you feel better that you didn’t go through with suicide?
I don’t know, I can’t tell you what to do. But I believe in you and that you will find happiness. Please stick around with us, I don’t want to miss you. I’d much rather get to know you and see you get to a happier you.
Hope you decide to stay with us a while longer, kiddo.
Much love.
James
please don’t! its not worth it, theres always reason to live
helper
No! Don’t do it… please… I want to help… I mean…
It’s over already…?
No…
you are really young and have too much potential. believe me, stick around a litle more. you will find a better place in life eventually. a place u fit in. let me know how you are doing at ehlpfulfrnd@gmail.com
Hi, people above are right. Indeed, there is no “other side”. It is definite. It will come anyway, so you have your time. There are possibilities.
I wish you all the best. Hugo