I have been there, too. many times. my best friend shot himself in July of â€˜08. Iâ€™ve even had a loaded gun to my head in the past few months. if you need to talk to someone, contact me:
I can be with you in this horrible time, and will not judge you, or argue with you, or send you to a hospital, or try to talk you out of how badly you feel.
If you need someone, I am here!