I do know how that feels…But sweetie, why do you feel this way? Maybe I can help…
I am happy that you chose to post this on here-there must be some small part of you that wishes to be saved-which is great! 🙂 But please… Tell us what is the matter-it may feel better to reveal why you feel so sad…
when i feel like i want to die because of this world, i think about cutting off both of my hands and both of my feet, and then hobbling around in front of the wicked world to show them what they’ve done to me. they’ve disabled me from the inside out, they’ve ruined my dreams and destroyed my faith in humanity. i feel like my scenario of losing my hands and feet, and then having them watch me bleed to death is the only way i could show them so that they could understand.
but i don’t have to do that. i realize now that the point of life isn’t to have a good happy life. if you look around, that’s impossible for all of us to achieve. the only way i know i’ll be able to make it through this world is by living as God wants me to, by being His.
it can work for you too. please email me at daniellopez2316@ymail.com if you would like to talk to me. i can tell you about God, and my own story of how He is saving me. He could save us all if we would only ask Him.
I know what you mean. I used to constantly think about jumping out of the car while it was moving and aiming my head for someone’s tire or a tree or a rock. Sometimes I would walk to the edge of buildings and look down and think about what it would feel like to freefall onto the pavement. The only thing that kept me back (except the few times I actually did try suicide) was the instinct to avoid severe pain, even though I knew it wouldn’t hurt long at all if any. Aside from that, the only thing that kept me from trying painless methods was that small shred I had left of an instinct to avoid death. I used to hate that instinct. I overcame it a few times and, like I said, tried to commit suicide. Slammed my car without a seatbelt into a parked tractor trailer at 80 MPH and months later took 60 nerve pills. I survived and had remarkable recovery rates both times. The thing is, I’ve recently found hope in this life, and it hasn’t let me down this time. I’ve found that there are good people out in the world to have as friends, and there are ways to comfort the pains of living, and there’s even a very real possibility of finding happiness. I don’t know how that will work out for you and what it will mean, but I will be here with you if you can use an extra friend.
What is bothering you so much that you feel like quitting life?
I really hope you don’t quit, I bet you have a lot to offer this world.
k3tk3tk3t,
I’m sorry to hear that you felt that way, that makes me cry because I have known that sadness before. I’m glad you have found something to comfort you.
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I do know how that feels…But sweetie, why do you feel this way? Maybe I can help…
I am happy that you chose to post this on here-there must be some small part of you that wishes to be saved-which is great! 🙂 But please… Tell us what is the matter-it may feel better to reveal why you feel so sad…
when i feel like i want to die because of this world, i think about cutting off both of my hands and both of my feet, and then hobbling around in front of the wicked world to show them what they’ve done to me. they’ve disabled me from the inside out, they’ve ruined my dreams and destroyed my faith in humanity. i feel like my scenario of losing my hands and feet, and then having them watch me bleed to death is the only way i could show them so that they could understand.
but i don’t have to do that. i realize now that the point of life isn’t to have a good happy life. if you look around, that’s impossible for all of us to achieve. the only way i know i’ll be able to make it through this world is by living as God wants me to, by being His.
it can work for you too. please email me at daniellopez2316@ymail.com if you would like to talk to me. i can tell you about God, and my own story of how He is saving me. He could save us all if we would only ask Him.
thank you for reading.
I know what you mean. I used to constantly think about jumping out of the car while it was moving and aiming my head for someone’s tire or a tree or a rock. Sometimes I would walk to the edge of buildings and look down and think about what it would feel like to freefall onto the pavement. The only thing that kept me back (except the few times I actually did try suicide) was the instinct to avoid severe pain, even though I knew it wouldn’t hurt long at all if any. Aside from that, the only thing that kept me from trying painless methods was that small shred I had left of an instinct to avoid death. I used to hate that instinct. I overcame it a few times and, like I said, tried to commit suicide. Slammed my car without a seatbelt into a parked tractor trailer at 80 MPH and months later took 60 nerve pills. I survived and had remarkable recovery rates both times. The thing is, I’ve recently found hope in this life, and it hasn’t let me down this time. I’ve found that there are good people out in the world to have as friends, and there are ways to comfort the pains of living, and there’s even a very real possibility of finding happiness. I don’t know how that will work out for you and what it will mean, but I will be here with you if you can use an extra friend.
What is bothering you so much that you feel like quitting life?
I really hope you don’t quit, I bet you have a lot to offer this world.
k3tk3tk3t,
I’m sorry to hear that you felt that way, that makes me cry because I have known that sadness before. I’m glad you have found something to comfort you.
Love you two.
i feel wat u like but just dont take. i’m starting stab myself and im only 13
I have the feeling all the time, I’m ready to end it but I don’t have the necessities yet.
I hope whatever decision you made, you have no regrets and are happy.