I found out tuesday that my uncle commited suicide…he hung himself from a tree. God he was brave and the best person in the world. I dont understand why he wanted to die. I understand why I want to die…I have nothing going for me. I have thought about killing myself since I was 13… I will be 19 in less then a month. And I havent thought about killing myself in about 4 months…but since my uncle did it I feel like I want to again. Like I feel like I gave up on the only thing I have wanted to do for such a long time but then again I dont want my family to go through this again…but I want to be selfish at the same time and do it so that I am happy for once.. not them! It is my turn to be happy….what should I do??
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I hear you brother. A family member leaving us that way is very painful. Don’t give up – Ever – Just posting this is a way of fighting for your self. I don’t know you but I’m in your corner wanting you to fight for your self. Death doesn’t bring us happiness ….its only death. You are not selfish. After an ordeal I have had. I have great compassion for those that have taken their lives. There is no hope for them now. Death is death. You are alive. Keep fighting friend. You have hope if you still draw breath. By being where you are you can help some one in the same place as you down the roan and help them fight. If nothing …let them be heard. Fight.