I don’t feel comfortable talking about my life, even behind a veil of anonymity. Not yet any way, But after a long road i’m now living with my Girlfriend, going on 2 weeks now. We’ve been together 10 months. 10 months of only seeing each other every other weekend, so its a nice change.
I thought i got over this a while ago, after 3 attempts and a long spiral everything seemed to be looking up. i joined the Navy(Â i was later separated because I “might” have ADD( their words not mine) i at least tried, which is much more than many others can say. I was kicked out of my house because i couldn’t find a job, and am now living with her, still trying to find a job.
I’m virtually living off of her right now. i try to compensate, cook food, clean the house, give her a foot massage lol, but i still feel like a free loader. I can already see this is going to be completely random. I’m 19 and am currently addicted to alcohol and cigarettes. not that bad considering most people are addicted to drugs… never touched the stuff( well except weed and acid a few years ago, but it was experimental more than anything) i’m rambling, i’ll write more when i can be cohesive