i have posted this before… but i want to help.Â if you are truely thinking about suicide please read this… it will only take a second and you can go on from there…
hello, i am here today to tell you about my siteâ€¦ you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a downÂ fallâ€¦ anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my mom was an alcoholic drug dealerâ€¦ and well that should say it all.
i grew up hating myself, woundering what I did to make my parents split, and believing my dad did not love meâ€¦ eventually when is tarted highschool i became sevearly depressedâ€¦ but eventually got out of my moms houseâ€¦ and ended up living with my dad.
as you can only imagine, this later caused some problems. not only that, i fell in love with a girl, who look my heart, broke it, and then decided to take it one step further and ruin my relationship with my friendsâ€¦ i was truely alone, not only that but my dad kicked me out of the house, and for a short while i was homeless.
i then tried to kill myself at school. i changed my mind AFTER doing it though, and ended up getting airlifted to the hospital :S
noâ€¦ theres moreâ€¦ but why i am here today is to tell you allâ€¦ if your struggling, if your life seems like its falling apart, and you have nowhere to go, if you feel like you cant go anymoreâ€¦ please understand that you DO have the power to make it throughâ€¦ even after all that crapâ€¦ and more i did not mention here, i made it. im only 16â€¦ im still here today to help you all.
im going to leave a link to my siteâ€¦ in case you want to read about my struggle. its my hope that i can inspire someone out there to keep going, to keep fighting for a normal lifeâ€¦
to keep living.
please, i dont know you, but im taking the time to try to help you. someone cares about you, i do. and i know there are many others who do too.