So tomorrow will mark a week that my uncle has been gone. I still cant believe that all of this isnt just a dream. My mom is taking it bad and my grandparents a lot worse…but what about me? It seems like everyone is in there own little world and It doesnt matter to them how I feel. It hurts sooo bad!!! I just want to scream…since I wrote the last time I have thought soo much into doing it…but i wont. I think that this is my way of venting my anger and getting the advice that I need to move on…thank you sooo much MR. Payne for leaving the comment on my last post…that helped a lot. 🙂 I went to see my uncle yesterday and it was the hardest thing to look down and know that he was 6 feet under…but thats what he wanted and I cant change that…if anyone wants to talk comment this for me soo i can get some advice on how to move on…oh and one more thing…My boyfriend asked me to marry me and I said yes…but he doesnt know what I am going through right now…what should I do??
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I am over joyed to see you are with us. You are a fighter, but you know that already. Congratulations on your engagement! Don’t over think what you need and don’t need to tell people around you. Trust your self first. If nothing hold him tighter when your with him. Small steps friend. Enjoy it all.
I am brand new to all this, but I am really happy that you have something so many people want, a person to call your own, to share life with. I know what it is like to lose someone close to you, and honoring them by living is the only thing that keeps me going at times. Let their memory be your strength, not your weakness. Congratulations.