Why am I here?

  June 18th, 2009 by jess_ica

I don’t know why I am doing this. I mean being on this site and just writing. I suppose I have nothing better to do.

I always thought that wanting to die was something everyone thought. To tell you the truth, I have been having suicidal thoughts ever since I was little. Like pre-school but I don’t remember why.

I have slit my wrist before. I just wake up everymorning and want to go back to sleep and smother myself under the blankets. I hate school. I am 15 and I HATE being here. I look around and want to bang my head against the wall.

I dunno what I’m typing but I really can’t be fucked to check because in a couple of minutes I wont be here to care.

Goodbye world…finally.

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