I just graduated middle skool (huzzah)
I dealt with alot of bull then, trying to save a crush from throwing his life away yet throwin mine away
i would have to say that i brought this on my self, i thought i fell n love so i know how most of these girls feel about being dumped by the supposedly guy of their dreams but let me tell u i also know how it is to feel used and its much better to die than be used (not that i say do it) sadly i survived hell yet im still in it
Me and my moms realtionship got much worst and it kinda fudged up my life and sense of pain
my cut im contemplating about re opening (read lost forever) is kinda deep its bull really why i keep cuttin it open
i havent tryd anything stupid yet but reading the posts people put up here i know what yall is goin thru and hell before i knew but this site i felt alone to and i cryed alot
but then i found out i got friends family and a dog (who humps my leg) Yet he and all of the others love the crap outta me yet why do i feel alone?
mostly no one has and answer to that question so thats pretty much what we all mope about
“why are we still alone even tho we are loved”
“what in the world am i here for”
“fuck if i cant do this then shit with that”
and the fhrase everyone knows and loves “u kno what fuck my life”
BOOM ur gone but why suicide is a thought that can go away but we hold on to it because we lost the people we all loved so whats the use?? really?
Any one who has an answer and is ready to see the bright side of life tell me how that works for u and why it doesnt work 4 me??