July 8th, 2009 by missd34

Everyday i walke up my head with the same thoughts of dread facing another day. Im a self harmer i cut just two days ago no this is not a suicide attempt it a short term pain relief that sometimes last for a while but recently im finding myself thinking more and more about suicide i think/imagine myself hanging . I share accomadation at the moment and committing suicide whilst here its not an option but im due to move into my own flat soon and its like my head is automatically making a plan of ending this life i feel like im constantly in pain im tired all the time and fighting fighting fighting but i feel as if my energy of fighting is draining and the thought of suicide taking up more and more space in my head ive never wrote to these kinda sites before but i have to tell someone wat i am feeling

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