Im about 13, ive been cutting my self ever sence i was 10.
im deeply depressed,
everyone hates me,
no one loves me for who i am,
people dont look at me for what i am, but what i have done,
i have been beaten when i was little,
ive lost over 50 pounds in a month, just becuz i stoped eating,
peoplel dont belive i will kill my self, i have tryed to multiple times.
i sit in class all day ignored
i dont talk to people
im always getting in trouble
i have thoughts of killing my self and others
i never have done anything for the world yet and i wont,Â people say i have great talents like, love, brain power and other crap….
i stay home most days, siting in my room crying and crying and cuting my self,
i just want to die!
can anyone help me on how to die fastly, but im looking for slowly too,
if i turn 21 and still arnt dead i will buy a gun and make sure im dead with that….