pls help

I’m sorry.

That sounds horrible, to be lead on like that. I wish I knew what made people act that way, but I simply don’t.

I know you don’t want to really lose her, even though she’s acted so awfully, and abused your trust, but I don’t think it’s doing you any good hanging on. You know that, too.

But it must be difficult. And letting go must still be hard, you love her. You love her enough to stay loyal even after she did such horrid things, and that says a lot about the size of your heart. She’s lucky to have you. I don’t think she knows that.

Do you have any friends you can talk to? Anyone who isn’t this girl, that you trust?

It just sounds like you need someone sane to talk to at the moment. If you don’t have anybody, I’m here, as are others.

You sound like a really loving person, and it’s not fair that you’ve been treated this way. There are so many more people more deserving of your love than her. People who won’t take advantage of you when you place your heart in their hands.

Try and rest up, alright?. It sounds like you’ve had a horrible few days.

And I hope to hear from you soon.

Wish I was there to reply when you were around neeraj.

The more you tell me about this girl, the worse she sounds. That can’t stop you loving her however, and I understand. The loyalty throughout struggle is what makes a lasting relationship. I’m just sorry she has other ideas, and that is heartbreaking.

My heart is broken this moment. I don’t like to have to tell of my own problems when this is your post, but mine is too. It hurts an incredible amount, and I actually wonder how I can move on.

Maybe I won’t have to. Maybe things will go back to the way they where, and we’ll just be the stronger for the experience. But maybe I’ll have to take it.

At the moment? I’m taking one day at a time. I wake up every day, upset, but I live my life all the same. It’s not being strong. Or anything like that. I don’t know what it is, so don’t think you’re weak.

For me personally, I think it’s the fact that I can’t go back to the darkness I’ve been in for most of my life. I can’t just sleep the days away, waiting for the pain, or at the least the time, to pass over me.

I’m sorry again for having to tell you my story. But I hope it at least helped a bit, I thought it was the best way.

But neeraj… if you feel like ending your life is the only option, as a friend, I just hope you can wait a few days. To truly think, not only why you want to do this, but how and when. I wouldn’t want you to have to be hurt.

I’d like to talk to you further, I really would, not even as someone to give you advice, just as someone who can listen to you. And maybe, even understand.

Because I really do care for you neeraj, and worry about you. You are a friend, and I only care about what’s best for you.

Don’t worry how it effects anybody else. It’s only about you.

Hope to talk to you soon. Keep in touch.

I know it’s a big task… and it’s probably even impossible at the moment. You don’t need to forget her even. I’d just worry for you if you kept on being treated that way by her, when you love her so much. For you, it has to be best to stop yourself being used in such a way. It’s so incredibly unfair for you.

You’re a really loving guy, and a romantic. Believe me, there are better people out there, girls who will share in your feelings, rather than ignore them. And you don’t need to settle for anything less than that.

When the time comes, I’ll write my problems in a post, but I’m not as troubled as I used to be. Life is relatively good to me lately, and despite times like these, I’m happy. And when I’m not happy, I have my ways of dealing. But at some point, I think I will write, and I’ll make sure to tell you if you’re here.

I’m really glad the site has helped you neeraj.. I sincerely do, and any time you have any worries, I’d like you to be able to tell someone. And if you want that someone to be somebody here, me or anybody else, then I’d like you to always be able to find them. I’ll be here to listen.

You’re always welcome. And thanks for posting, it was great to meet you, and I hope we can stay in contact. I’d very much like that too.

Best wishes, and I look forward to talk to you soon.